Wednesday Oct 06, 2004

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Home from Hospital yesterday. Still sore and dealing with the depression set on by too much morphine. I am doing ok and thanks to all of you who have sent me healing and well wishes. Mother here until friday and then I am on my own. I am sure there is a plan here-just can't see it. Just really down today-not sure why.

Gwyddion
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susannahjoy:
what were you in the hostpital for? and where are you from?
ladywook:
Glad you are doing ok. I wish you a speedy recovery
BB

Sunday Sep 26, 2004

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Wheee! Started my all liquid diet today for the prep for surgery. Can't eat anything solid for 48 hours prior and a whole bunch of medications for prep. I am looking at this as positively as possible: I will be over this shit bag and then I can get on with my life...It helps very little. Well...better "Mother proof" the house-i.e. get the porn, cat-o-nines,...
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karalynn:
Hope you are doing ok. Keep us posted please.
arete:
aww, i'm glad your mom is there for you. i hope by today you're feeling better. kiss

Monday Sep 20, 2004

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Well.. I've added some pix of me in my "pictures" file in case any of you want to know what I look like.

Gwyddion
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karalynn:
Yeah now we can see who we are talking too.

kiss

Hope life is treating you well.
karalynn:
Dang dude.

Ever feel like you get "bitch slapped" by the Universe every once in a while.

Hope things go better soon.

Saturday Sep 18, 2004

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Well....things seem to be getting some better. A friend of mine and her husband who are Reiki masters and she is a massage therapist worked on me for over 2 1/2 hours today and I feel so much better.
Tomorrow, the "former" I mentioned in an earlier post and I are to go out to the local Goth night at a club and just have...
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bloodyhammer:
I dunno if my last post was much of a pep talk, as it was to introduce myself and say hello, and let you know that there are people out here who are and have gone through tough times as well. But, i'm glad if it lifted your spirits a little. I'm happy to hear things are looking up for you. I wish you well and hope your good fortune continues in the future. Take care.

p.s. A good goth club sounds like fun.

-Michael

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karalynn:
sounds like you are finding balance. Happy to hear it.

Here is to a good week ahead. kiss

Friday Sep 17, 2004

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Just lost mt job due to checking my email account. hmmmmm...when it the fun ever end?

Gwyddion

Thursday Sep 16, 2004

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Surgeon says the surgery will be Sept 28th to reverse this. Glad it is scheduled; not so glad having to go under the knife again. I cried so hard today i gave myself a nosebleed. Co worker brought her kids by the office and I went back to my office and I was so depressed. Thinking I will never have any kids of my own-and...
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ronja:
wish I could cheer you up somehow. concentrate on the beautyful things in life. the negative thoughts just block you. hm? ((hugs))
karalynn:
The Dancing Banana says to have a good weekend and that is an order.

Hope he makes you smile a bit. Will be thinking about you.

Monday Sep 13, 2004

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Ok, I am so FUCKING depressed. Been trying to cope here, but can't anymore. Long story short: My Lover left July 23rd and on August 1st I had emergency surgery on my gut and I hace a temp. colostomy. Dr says we will reverse if Oct 1st. I live in a big house alone and I cannot move because of my impending surgery. First opp...
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bloodyhammer:
Shit man.. I'm sorry to hear of your troubles. BELIEVE me I can relate. Somehow just getting through life's little shit storms makes us stronger in the long run. I hope everything works out for the better. Take care.
karalynn:
Still thinking about you.

Sunday Sep 12, 2004

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Well... I have seen Resident Evil II. It is better, imho, than the first. This one has some plot to it. I have renewed my worship of Milla. I Loved her in The Fifth Element and the first RE; but she is so hot and looks so damn cool kicking ass in this movie. There was a little competition for the Babe Factor in this...
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innocence:
That's not fair! Everyone keeps saying how good it is, and it hasn't come out here yet mad biggrin
karalynn:
Thanks for the suggestion. Will have to consider it.

Sunday Sep 12, 2004

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Well... I did it. I have finally joined this cool as hell group.

A little about myself: I am male, drug-free, a Pagan priest (Druid for over 13 yrs), I have two cats, I LOVE spoiling my lover (when I have one), Romantic at heart and love the chase and queasy stomach feeling of a new relationship.. When I have a lover, I am Totally...
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neyrissa:
Hi!

A fellow Pagan, huh? smile

I'm a Heathen, myself!

Look forward to talking more with you!
innocence:
Wow, you're a Pagan?! That is amazing biggrin