kelsi

*sigh*

so i opened up something about my past.
to my mom.
something deeeeeep.
ive never told anyone ever.
its one of those things you never want to remember.
i was watching a special on primetime and it reminded me.
that memory deep inside, was awake.
but im glad i let it out, and remembered it.
it helps me realize a lot about myself.
it answers some questions.
questions ive been asking myself for a while now.
my identity, sexuality.
all the big stuff.
so now 3 people know.
my mom, sister, and stepdad (my mom tells him everything)
its good to get things off your chest.
it really helps.
i got relief from it.

anywayssssssss........
how is everyone?
im feeling better. had a good cry. twas nice. we all need those every once in a while.
im excited about next saturday....SEX TOY PARTY!!!!!!!!!

haha i am going to buy some good stuff. cant wait!

edited to add this:
PUT AN X BY HOW FAR U WOULD GO WITH ME

[]Kiss me..
[]Hug me..
[]Date me..
[]Grab my ass..
[]Kill me..
[]Fuck me ...
[]Love me..
[]Hate me..
[]Hold me..
[]Lie to me..
[]Hurt me..
[]Sing with me..
[]Dance with me..
[]Grind with me..
[]Cuddle with me..
[]Let me make a move on you..
[]Make a move on me..
[]Watch a movie with me..
[]Get me a B-day gift..
[]Let me borrow your car..
[]Be there for me..
[]Buy me a drink..
[]Bring me around your friends..
[]Give me a massage..
[]Drink kool-aid with me.. : )
[]Take advantage of me..
[]Hangout with me...
[]Take care of me if I wasn't feeling good..
[]Hold hands with me..
[]Do something incredibly sweet for me..
[]Tell me you love me..
[]Call me..