so i decided to write a myspace blog. heres what i wrote:
so i just wrote a lonnnnnng blog. ill try to rememeber what i said....
life is just dandy. people suck right now. i havent seen my "friends" in over a month. which is NOT my fault. how am i supposed to fucking do anything when im fucking grounded? do people not get that? it hurts me. it really does. not even a phone call. nope.
the one person i want to see i cant right now. and i dont fucking care if people think im a lesbian for wanting to be with her. fuck you. i dont care what people think of me. i have learned that people suck, and they are going to judge you no matter what. they are going to talk behind your back. even if you have been there for them through EVERTHING. yep. it feels great.
and to top it all off, i am fucking sicker than a dog. i have strep throat AND bronchitis AND a cold. it just makes everything feel SOOOO much better. it really does. AND i am now taking 100mg of zoloft. and is it working? no! i am still more depressed than ever. i dont even know why i am on it. my mom thinks i need it. maybe i do. i dont know. i dont know anything anymore. i dont know who i am. i dont know who my "friends" are. whatever. life sucks.
yea this sounds emo, but its how i fucking feel.
this is the girl i want to see. she makes me feel so good, so happy. i just want to hold her in my arms. shes the sweetest thing.
so i just wrote a lonnnnnng blog. ill try to rememeber what i said....
life is just dandy. people suck right now. i havent seen my "friends" in over a month. which is NOT my fault. how am i supposed to fucking do anything when im fucking grounded? do people not get that? it hurts me. it really does. not even a phone call. nope.
the one person i want to see i cant right now. and i dont fucking care if people think im a lesbian for wanting to be with her. fuck you. i dont care what people think of me. i have learned that people suck, and they are going to judge you no matter what. they are going to talk behind your back. even if you have been there for them through EVERTHING. yep. it feels great.
and to top it all off, i am fucking sicker than a dog. i have strep throat AND bronchitis AND a cold. it just makes everything feel SOOOO much better. it really does. AND i am now taking 100mg of zoloft. and is it working? no! i am still more depressed than ever. i dont even know why i am on it. my mom thinks i need it. maybe i do. i dont know. i dont know anything anymore. i dont know who i am. i dont know who my "friends" are. whatever. life sucks.
yea this sounds emo, but its how i fucking feel.
this is the girl i want to see. she makes me feel so good, so happy. i just want to hold her in my arms. shes the sweetest thing.
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Sorry to hear you're under the weather, hope you feel better soon. And chin up, kiddo, everybody's grounded in one way or another. My 6 day a week job ensures I have no life to speak of
Evry lil ting gon be alright!!