kellyjanice

it's crazy how you can send out over 100 resumes and hear nothing then get a promotion at work and be able to pay your bills then get 5 calls for interviews... not that i am upset about getting all these calls i want out of my job so bad it's not even funny, but where were all these calls when i couldn't afford my rent... i have an interview at 1:30 today but that is just at a daycare... i sent them my resume when i was pregnant and thinking i was going to need a job that i could take the baby after he/she was born... and then i have an interview at 5:00 today for a brand new art academy being built this summer... how fun would that be to work at an arts academy for junior high kids... OMG work at a school where the arts are the main focus and not just seen as break time for the 'real teachers'... then i have an interview tomorrow at 12:30 for another school... not an arts shcool though... and i am still waiting on the call back from the other charter i interviewed with that should be in another week or two, and i am waiting on hot topic to call me back for a second interview in another week... i am a busy bee lately... i have a doctors appointment on wednesday at 12:30 to check my blood and such... that won't be fun i hate being stuck with needles... i have 27 piercings and cringe at the thought of having blood work done doesn't seem to add up huh
yesterday was one of those days when i could do nothing but cry and cry... i was so depressed when i woke up and then i spent forever putting together my frames for my stuff that is going into the gallery in july... it took me 6 hours and i had to redo then 3 times before they looked good... i was so very frustrated by the time i was done... i cried the whole day and just wanted to curl up in a ball and go to sleep... when micah got home i yelled at him for nothing and felt real bad afterwards... i was just so sad and i didn't know what to do... i will feel better eventually but i just wish it was now...
other than that i had a pretty good weekend... micah took me to the cheesecake factory on friday night... let me tell you a piece of kaluha cocoa coffee cheesecake makes the world seem so much better... then we were going to see a movie but couldn't agree on what to see so we went home and fell asleep watching TV... on saturday night we wanted to go to cleveland but micah had to work at 8:00 sunday morning and i wasn't feeling up to driving 2 1/2 hours home after dancing until 2:30 in the morning so we went to wall street for a couple hours and left at 1:30... let me tell you i love gay bars i don't think i have been to a straight club... wait i have never been to a straight club... well i did go see the burlesque show and i went to bernies to see radiculture's band denovo but other than that i only go to gay bars... some guy bought micah like 3 beers... he felt bad taking them but everytime he went to get another beer the bartender said someone had alrealy paid for it... it took us forever to figure out who he was... you know i ran into this girl that i went to highschool with a couple years ago when i was engaged to this psycho amanda... i saw her again and it was hard to explain that after 5 years of dating women i met a guy who was dating a man and we hooked up... people don't understand how we ended up together and i really don't either but we are together and although i miss being with a woman and i am sure he misses being with men we love each other and that is all that matters... anyway that was a tangent i went on... the last bit of exciting news i have is that i finally got up to 00 g, i put them in on saturday before we went to the club... i love them and i am now going to stop for a while... i still need to get a good job and i can't have them turning me down because i look to 'wierd' with huge holes in my ears... anyway i will talk to all of you later... kisses