The more things change, the more they stay the same.
My three-day weekend was action-packed, and I neglected to reflect upon it in my last journal. So here you go.
On Saturday, I went to Columbus with Kevin and Charlotte, or Sara (a different Sara than the one I usually speak of). We went thrift shopping, ate pizza, and had a general good time. I...
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My three-day weekend was action-packed, and I neglected to reflect upon it in my last journal. So here you go.
On Saturday, I went to Columbus with Kevin and Charlotte, or Sara (a different Sara than the one I usually speak of). We went thrift shopping, ate pizza, and had a general good time. I...
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zgrat:
oh wow, that's awesome! you look super cute in those pics too
zode:
Thanks for the compliment its always nice to hear kind words from an interesting person
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infinity:
more ink that is nice
but wow youre life has been eventful lately as has been mine but im in a different way. namely issues i was supposed to have addressed already are biting me badly right now.
but wow youre life has been eventful lately as has been mine but im in a different way. namely issues i was supposed to have addressed already are biting me badly right now.
mythicus:
well, i really liked wuthering heights. hopefully, you'll like it too.
Today I almost died.
I went to the hospital to get blood drawn for testing. My blood needed to be tested to see if I have any deficiencies or abnormalities that could be triggering my headaches. Anywho. I had to fast, as one often does, for about 12 hours. No biggie. I didn't eat breakfast. So I went with my mom. They took three vials....
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I went to the hospital to get blood drawn for testing. My blood needed to be tested to see if I have any deficiencies or abnormalities that could be triggering my headaches. Anywho. I had to fast, as one often does, for about 12 hours. No biggie. I didn't eat breakfast. So I went with my mom. They took three vials....
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someoneuk:
Don't Die! That all sounds very scary. Are you feelign better now?
Congrats on the place on the VA course in Ohio.
Congrats on the place on the VA course in Ohio.
wolfmystique:
I felt the need to send you a kiss
Sometimes I am bursting at the seams. It seems.
Sometimes I tease my hair high and paint my eyes blue. Drown my brain in glue to ignore everything I knew.
Sometimes I wish this pocket of lint was a pocket of lead. I'd walk on dirty glass. I'd walk 'till I was dead.
Sometimes I'll shut up and sit and be still. Eat this plate,...
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Sometimes I tease my hair high and paint my eyes blue. Drown my brain in glue to ignore everything I knew.
Sometimes I wish this pocket of lint was a pocket of lead. I'd walk on dirty glass. I'd walk 'till I was dead.
Sometimes I'll shut up and sit and be still. Eat this plate,...
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crushjunkie:
They are a perfect band to be obsessed with, if you are strange like I am. 
beatnik:
kelland rules
This was my weekend:
1. Got my taxes done Saturday morning.
2. Had lunch with the momster at coffee house.
3. Drove out of town to hang with Damein. Listened to him play guitar-slash-keyboard in his room.
4. Went to Denny's and had Boca [veg] Burger.
5. Went to Old Navy. Bought flip flops and tank tops.
6. Went to Pet Land and Circuit City...
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1. Got my taxes done Saturday morning.
2. Had lunch with the momster at coffee house.
3. Drove out of town to hang with Damein. Listened to him play guitar-slash-keyboard in his room.
4. Went to Denny's and had Boca [veg] Burger.
5. Went to Old Navy. Bought flip flops and tank tops.
6. Went to Pet Land and Circuit City...
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pb:
cds in the mail tomorrow.
futriganami:
Ohh man
that girl on tehleft is really hott
i bet she is cool too
-DAme!n
that girl on tehleft is really hott
i bet she is cool too
-DAme!n
"Reading maketh a full man, conference a ready man, and writing an exact man. And therefore, if a man write little, he had need have a great memory; if he confer little, he had need have a present wit; and if he read little, he had need have much cunning to seem to know that he doth not." - Francis Bacon, Of Studies.
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pb:
re: massive attack cd; mp3 or wav format?
here's a chicken.
here's a chicken.
someoneuk:
I liked choke more, but Invisible Monsters even more. Lullaby didn't quite build up the alternate reality imagined in my head that his other books do for me. Have 3 of the nextbooks on my shelf, unread. *summer holiday plan*
Hope the headaches get better.
Definately a good film to see if you get the chance.
Hope the headaches get better.
Definately a good film to see if you get the chance.
I have so much to say that it might be, dare I say, overwhelming.
I'm going to start with Thursday night, the most bizarre night at work. Ever.
I think I'm going to cry just writing about this.
Miah quit.
Yes, everyone expected me, and still expects me, to cheer in glory. To be happy and relieved. I am neither. The night was already slightly...
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I'm going to start with Thursday night, the most bizarre night at work. Ever.
I think I'm going to cry just writing about this.
Miah quit.
Yes, everyone expected me, and still expects me, to cheer in glory. To be happy and relieved. I am neither. The night was already slightly...
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cherry:
Thanks for the lovely comment <3
rockapricot:
I was on the other side of that situation a few months ago. It was time to leave a coffee shop I'd been at for years. Once I finally made the decision and put in my time I started having fever dreams- kids who worked there dying, Finding myself working at Denny's and my old coworkers coming in and laughing at me, even a Westside Story Gang battle against my coffee shop and a rival (my shop lost, I could have saved them had I still been around)
The fear goes both ways. Mr. Miah had his reasons but it's your job to keep the family together
The fear goes both ways. Mr. Miah had his reasons but it's your job to keep the family together
Everyday I am grateful that I inherited great will power. I look in the mirror and try to imagine what my life would be like if I started using drugs when I became depressed in the 8th grade. I try to imagine what my peace of mind would be like after being unable to say no to sex not once but many times. I try...
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talisman:
random New Order association:
Elegia as soundtrack
You seem seriously self-aware...that can be a double edge sword if you see things in yourself you don't like or approve of.
fwiw, once I embraced my arrogant asshole ways for what they were, they faded. Not completely, they are still part of who I am. But now the other qualities that I'd rather exude are more prominent, and it's nice to like me more every morning in the mirror. I've worked in mental health for many years-- almost always there are real live, dealable reasons that people develop "mood disorders" and there as many different ways to deal as there are people... what you describe *could* be a number of different things...a quick google could help put you at ease
gaahh another huge post--sorry
Elegia as soundtrack
You seem seriously self-aware...that can be a double edge sword if you see things in yourself you don't like or approve of.
fwiw, once I embraced my arrogant asshole ways for what they were, they faded. Not completely, they are still part of who I am. But now the other qualities that I'd rather exude are more prominent, and it's nice to like me more every morning in the mirror. I've worked in mental health for many years-- almost always there are real live, dealable reasons that people develop "mood disorders" and there as many different ways to deal as there are people... what you describe *could* be a number of different things...a quick google could help put you at ease
gaahh another huge post--sorry
synnove:
haha oh my. that was meant for someone else's journal! how strange. i must have thought i was on his page and left you the comment by mistake.
WoW = world of warcraft
hee hee, sorry!
WoW = world of warcraft
hee hee, sorry!
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cassiel:
hello pretty lady
i lvoe yr hair. and sunglasses.
stay glamorous
i lvoe yr hair. and sunglasses.
stay glamorous
williamj:
if the lens is a 52mm it should just screw onto the end. sometimes those little filters and adapter rings can be a pain in the ass to screw on if the threads on the filter isnt just right.
all the more modern canons take the ef lenses so it would have anything to do with your camera body. the problem lies with the lens and filters. do you know anyone with a slr camera?!? maybe someones parents or something.
what lens are you trying to put the thing on?
damn this has to be a really simple problem. its just hard trying to figure it out without seeing the camera and filters and stuff.
all the more modern canons take the ef lenses so it would have anything to do with your camera body. the problem lies with the lens and filters. do you know anyone with a slr camera?!? maybe someones parents or something.
what lens are you trying to put the thing on?
damn this has to be a really simple problem. its just hard trying to figure it out without seeing the camera and filters and stuff.
"When are you gonna come down? When are you going to land? I should have stayed on the farm. I should have listened to my old man. You know you can't hold me forever. I didn't sign up with you. I'm not a present for your friends to open. This boy's too young to be singing the blues. So goodbye yellow brick road. Where the...
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charley:
It's a Fuji Finepix Digital SLR, sadly the Canon was out o my price range
I love you for quoting Elton John, he is my secret musical love. I also find it very hard to imagine you could look ugly but I know the feeling sometimes everything feels off kilter, it will change.
I love you for quoting Elton John, he is my secret musical love. I also find it very hard to imagine you could look ugly but I know the feeling sometimes everything feels off kilter, it will change.
williamj:
thanks for the testimonial
i forgot i took my mom to see elton john a few years ago when he was doing a sorta unplugged solo thing. he playe yellow brick road and it was awesome.
i forgot i took my mom to see elton john a few years ago when he was doing a sorta unplugged solo thing. he playe yellow brick road and it was awesome.
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raen:
hi. nice picture. i love the profle pic. you are a very lovely girl... sg hopeful?
[Edited on Jan 11, 2006 10:29PM]
[Edited on Jan 11, 2006 10:29PM]
aprioriangelo:
That reminds me of a song by The Tiny called No Money. You should check them out. Great stuff, your writing. I'm always interested to read it.
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kellyjanice:
i love those pics
mat8drb:
We all need the truth, even if we don't want to hear it. And what Cambria said: you're always hard on yourself.
