Stopping. Not to smell the flowers. Not to taste the malice or the bitterness of reality. I only wish to freeze this moment so I can look at it later and laugh an awkward laugh and smile a sore smile. I wish that I wanted to walk out the door and feel no need to look back. But there's the friend on the telephone winning...
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Today I became nostalgic. I have been doing that a lot lately. I remember my life exactly one year ago from today. Let me paint a picture for you.
I was geared towards building lasting friendships. I went over to a stranger's house with one of my newly found friends in order to get more acquainted with his friends and thus become more acquainted with...
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I was geared towards building lasting friendships. I went over to a stranger's house with one of my newly found friends in order to get more acquainted with his friends and thus become more acquainted with...
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crushjunkie:
I likes the new pic. 
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fenchurch:
Hot new profile pick by the way
Some people tend to think I am ridiculously obsessed with pizza. There isn't a day that goes by where I don't talk about pizza, think about pizza, or eat some kind of pizza product. Sometimes when someone is talking to me, I will just randomly shout, "PIZZA!" for no apparent reason whatsoever. Then I will regain my composure and continue listening to the person. But...
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ldwarren:
Thanks for the nice comments recently, I appreciate the support.
xip:
I would love to hear you narrating this. I hear it as thoughtful and, toward the end, monotone. I think of it as something I would put into my stereo to try to sleep, and end up blinking at the shadows and clutching my teddy bear at 2 in the morning, unable to.
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I want to be: Niave enough to ignore the difference. Weak enough to speak on your behalf. Bold enough to break you apart. Sly enough to go unnoticed. Flaming when you leave the room. High and dry and strung-out. Helpless and needy and begging. Indifferent in your persuasion. Cloudy when confronted. Vague to a certain extent. Meaningless and trite in all efforts. Untidy and dissheveled...
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crushjunkie:
Speaking of hawt, might I request that those pictures be a part of your next post as well... along with some new, super hawt Kelland ones?
reacher:
You look allot like Parker Posey to me in some of your pics.
You know, I'm really FUCKING angry right now, so I'm going to go off here, because I'm listening to Nine Inch Nails at a ridiculously loud volume and my animosity is seeping out like crazy. I'm sorry. I no longer am going to spare the so-called innocent. I've been far too fucking nice for far too fucking long. And it's time to unleash all that's...
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hexe_____:
*sigh*. we need to go hide away in a cave with lots of tvs, music, and internet and talk about how cool we are and how people blow. 
crushjunkie:
I can get you some 'snow' to help your mood.
I take things that I like from people I know. I think they call that stealing.
1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, find line 4. Write down what it says: "...hard disk for errors, remove unncessary files, and improve the speed of your..." (Getting Started: Microsoft Windows 98 owner's manual)
2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you...
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1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, find line 4. Write down what it says: "...hard disk for errors, remove unncessary files, and improve the speed of your..." (Getting Started: Microsoft Windows 98 owner's manual)
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attheyoshinoya:
right i'm going to do this questionnaire...
1.expect to see cars on the street, not the craters and dead volcanoes.. 'Hyperspace' by Michio Kaku
2. the wall
3. coronation street
4.10:30pm
5 10:15pm
6. i hear.. Capdown's 'Faith No More'
7. when i walked back from my aunt's house
8. the mirror (how terribly vain)
9. an X-Large t-shirt, and some Bench jeans.
10. If i did dream last night, i can't remember what it was about.
11. This morning remembering what i'd done while drunk the previous night.
12. Numerous posters, a vivienne westwood scarf, and some wallpaper
13. A barman gave me four vodkas for the price of two last night. is that wierd?
14. my best feature? my brain. yours? your photogenicity
15. Shark Tale
16. A doggieee
17. i cost the National Health Service over 15.000 this year
18. eliminate all debt.. fight club style
19. fuck no, i don't dance. i dance, and people get hurt
20. george bush; miserable failure
21. my first child is a girl.. hmm.. jaime or adriana
22. my first child is a boy.. james or seth
23. i moved to hong kong from england, so i technically already did.
hope your weekend was the best
have fun stealing
1.expect to see cars on the street, not the craters and dead volcanoes.. 'Hyperspace' by Michio Kaku
2. the wall
3. coronation street
4.10:30pm
5 10:15pm
6. i hear.. Capdown's 'Faith No More'
7. when i walked back from my aunt's house
8. the mirror (how terribly vain)
9. an X-Large t-shirt, and some Bench jeans.
10. If i did dream last night, i can't remember what it was about.
11. This morning remembering what i'd done while drunk the previous night.
12. Numerous posters, a vivienne westwood scarf, and some wallpaper
13. A barman gave me four vodkas for the price of two last night. is that wierd?
14. my best feature? my brain. yours? your photogenicity
15. Shark Tale
16. A doggieee
17. i cost the National Health Service over 15.000 this year
18. eliminate all debt.. fight club style
19. fuck no, i don't dance. i dance, and people get hurt
20. george bush; miserable failure
21. my first child is a girl.. hmm.. jaime or adriana
22. my first child is a boy.. james or seth
23. i moved to hong kong from england, so i technically already did.
hope your weekend was the best
have fun stealing
killahkunt:
Hey thanks for your comment... you aint so bad your self darlin. I would love to fill out that quiz thing sometime when I have more time.
Dad, please go on to dinner without me. Leave the house and the door unlocked. Because I need this time along to sulk on the couch. To play loud music. To pace the livingroom several times over. To cry to myself and loudly because no one can hear. Please tell me that I don't have to lose hope. Please tell me my efforts were not...
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amory:
i want to take you far from the cynics in this town
and kiss you mouth
we'll cut our bodies free from the tethers of this scene
start a brand new colony
where everything will change, we'll give ourselves new names, identities erased. the sun will heat the ground under our bare feet in this brand new colony, brand new colony.
everything will change.
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and kiss you mouth
we'll cut our bodies free from the tethers of this scene
start a brand new colony
where everything will change, we'll give ourselves new names, identities erased. the sun will heat the ground under our bare feet in this brand new colony, brand new colony.
everything will change.
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tartpop:
thanks hun. you're might purdy too. 
I like to dance around to Head Automatica in my room on Sunday mornings before and after taking a shower. I think it might even become a Sunday morning ritual.
Tomorrow: Fucking vote. Or I'm going to rob you of your kidneys, your wardrobe, and your pride. And maybe while I'm doing that I'll find something else I like.
A friend of mine and I...
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A friend of mine and I...
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infinity:
i can now say that i'm a conservative democrat.
tomorrow politics go back into the sewer they came from and we can be normal friends again.
and in case you are wondering i think that religion is no longer needed, much less have anything to do with government.
tomorrow politics go back into the sewer they came from and we can be normal friends again.
and in case you are wondering i think that religion is no longer needed, much less have anything to do with government.
icantplayguitar:
fuck,
what the fuck.
fuck.
what the fuck.
fuck.
HAPPY HALLOWEEN! 
I went to a Halloween dance tonight/last night (since this entry will officially be the 31st.) It was at the high school and it was organized by student council. I don't exactly know who are what I dressed as. Some kind of Elvira-esque sex goddess goth weirdo. That's what I told people, anyway. I ate a lot of those mini-Three Musketeer bars and...
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I went to a Halloween dance tonight/last night (since this entry will officially be the 31st.) It was at the high school and it was organized by student council. I don't exactly know who are what I dressed as. Some kind of Elvira-esque sex goddess goth weirdo. That's what I told people, anyway. I ate a lot of those mini-Three Musketeer bars and...
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ilsa:
Aw thank you
I'm glad you had fun in Halloween!
I'm glad you had fun in Halloween!
darklis:
You lil vamp! Cute costume. Are you seeeck from eating all those mini musketeers? 
I find it pretty uninteresting to relay the details of my day to all you dear readers, but alas: I've been fairly productive the past two days editing and COMPLETING my music video for Media Communications class. Jessica and I are so proud of it. I think Trent would be proud as well. I wish I could mass produce the tape and sell it for...
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filmme:
well girl.
I have not yet heard this new album. I would very much love to.
meet me on the hill with a discman for two, I'll bring the booze and we'll groove...
I have not yet heard this new album. I would very much love to.
meet me on the hill with a discman for two, I'll bring the booze and we'll groove...
filmme:
p.s. - I've been chasing down the wrong dream.
"Today" format stolen from Nonchalance, a super cool and super sexy fellow.
Today:
I feel...
A. headachey
B. stressed
C. unshowered
I have...
A. only eaten one meal today
B. creased red eyelids
C. a huge spider on my basement floor
I will...
A. defeat tomorrow
B. sleep well tonight
C. leave as quickly as I came in
Look kids, I'm a dork... just...
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Today:
I feel...
A. headachey
B. stressed
C. unshowered
I have...
A. only eaten one meal today
B. creased red eyelids
C. a huge spider on my basement floor
I will...
A. defeat tomorrow
B. sleep well tonight
C. leave as quickly as I came in
Look kids, I'm a dork... just...
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scattershot:
yeah I didn't mean that I didn't matter to my friends.... I was just pointing it out.
and you should do a list... its not likes its a terribly important thing .. but it was fun to think up 10 sets most off the top of my head. The last 3 required some thinking. There are a lot of sets that I love though so what can ya do.
You have this kinda enigmatic thing going on in your pictures... its really cool. Almost hipnotic.
and you should do a list... its not likes its a terribly important thing .. but it was fun to think up 10 sets most off the top of my head. The last 3 required some thinking. There are a lot of sets that I love though so what can ya do.
You have this kinda enigmatic thing going on in your pictures... its really cool. Almost hipnotic.
01_default:
your neato
Things that make me happy:
1.) Getting a paycheck in the mail.
2.) Making good turns while driving.
3.) Baths while listening to loud music.
4.) Bagels. And lots of them.
5.) John Kerry on the cover of Rolling Stone.
6.) Placebo first thing in the morning.
7.) Being home alone while the parents shop.
8.) Testimonials... giving and receiving.
9.) The furnace turning...
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1.) Getting a paycheck in the mail.
2.) Making good turns while driving.
3.) Baths while listening to loud music.
4.) Bagels. And lots of them.
5.) John Kerry on the cover of Rolling Stone.
6.) Placebo first thing in the morning.
7.) Being home alone while the parents shop.
8.) Testimonials... giving and receiving.
9.) The furnace turning...
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retroactivwe:
mmmm, smoke and pork flavored hair.
Funny how the breakdown of people who think the Tracey Gold pic is hot vs creepy seems to be breaking down neatly between those with experience or interest in BDSM and those without.
Funny how the breakdown of people who think the Tracey Gold pic is hot vs creepy seems to be breaking down neatly between those with experience or interest in BDSM and those without.
lexie:
aww im sure you'll get to meet me some day. just hope im not intoxicated
pork chops scare me. but i looove orange juice
pork chops scare me. but i looove orange juice
and we've talked about this before, you can't snuggle me to death, because i'll be dead, and you'll be in jail
thank you for liking the picture
hope you're doing better today miss kelland. i keep seeing someone who looks like you, who walks past the shop every day. it makes me smile
take care....
I'm glad to see I dodged a bullet (or a saw), I guess. I think scary movies these days are incredibly formulaic - the flashing sights, the loud sounds - but it all boils down to no plot. I'll rent it some time perhaps.
Have a great Sunday.
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