I'm sick of this. This whole situation I'm in:
I'm sick of smoking cigarettes.
I'm sick of being overweight.
I'm sick of being broke and the bills piling up.
I'm sick of being addicted to caffeine.
I'm sick of being single, and not getting laid (sorry to be so crass, but that's how it is), while everyone around me is getting theirs-and then some.
I'm sick of my main moods being
Lonely, Jealous, and Empty.
I'm sick of never following through on anything I start.
I'm sick of my friends moving on with their lives while I tread water.
The remedies?
-Lose weight. Get in shape. There's a good looking guy in here wanting out, and I've got a body type that would look like a greek statue if it were treated right (6'1, broad shoulders, strong build). I've got a free membership to a gym, and I'm going to start using it.
-Quit smoking. Ouch.
-Work two jobs. Check. Already doing that.
-Caffeine? Not sure if I can even start on that one. Maybe we'll say "drink more water."
-Single? Take care of the above and that one will fix itself.
-Get back in school. Not sure when I'll be able to afford this, but probably not until summer or fall next year. I know now though that it's a necessity, I don't want to spend the rest of my life working for 7$-8$ an hour.
Yeah yeah, said all this before. The only thing that feels different now is that before, I *knew* that I needed to change, but now I *feel* it like I never have.
I'm sick of smoking cigarettes.
I'm sick of being overweight.
I'm sick of being broke and the bills piling up.
I'm sick of being addicted to caffeine.
I'm sick of being single, and not getting laid (sorry to be so crass, but that's how it is), while everyone around me is getting theirs-and then some.
I'm sick of my main moods being
Lonely, Jealous, and Empty.
I'm sick of never following through on anything I start.
I'm sick of my friends moving on with their lives while I tread water.
The remedies?
-Lose weight. Get in shape. There's a good looking guy in here wanting out, and I've got a body type that would look like a greek statue if it were treated right (6'1, broad shoulders, strong build). I've got a free membership to a gym, and I'm going to start using it.
-Quit smoking. Ouch.
-Work two jobs. Check. Already doing that.
-Caffeine? Not sure if I can even start on that one. Maybe we'll say "drink more water."
-Single? Take care of the above and that one will fix itself.
-Get back in school. Not sure when I'll be able to afford this, but probably not until summer or fall next year. I know now though that it's a necessity, I don't want to spend the rest of my life working for 7$-8$ an hour.
Yeah yeah, said all this before. The only thing that feels different now is that before, I *knew* that I needed to change, but now I *feel* it like I never have.