Ugh. I hate being online now. I used to enjoy livejournal, but I've lost the energy to post 100 comments a day, and thus replies to my own posts are far fewer. I'm one of those people motivated by feedback. I wouldn't do anything creatively if I didn't have someone to say "That's good!" or respond somehow. Not getting feedback makes me bitter and discouraged.
Posting a new topic on the boards is agony. I can't help it. I don't think I will anymore.
What really frustrates me is the nagging suspicion I have that no matter how smart, how knowledgeable, how creative, how talented, funny, accomplished, kind, or cool I am, it will never even approach the attention I would get if I were none of those, but were good looking
Posting a new topic on the boards is agony. I can't help it. I don't think I will anymore.
What really frustrates me is the nagging suspicion I have that no matter how smart, how knowledgeable, how creative, how talented, funny, accomplished, kind, or cool I am, it will never even approach the attention I would get if I were none of those, but were good looking
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I have two, I'm such a nerd. One: Imagined, is just for poetry, and the other Keithdok is the diary.