kedavra

It's not the time
It's not the place
I'm just another pretty face
So don't come any closer
You're not the first
You're not the last
How many more?
Don't even ask
You're one more dead composer
Do I need you?
Yes and no
Do I want you?
Maybe so
You're getting warm
You're getting warm

Did you plan this all along
Did you care if it was wrong
Who's getting warmer now
That I'm gone

Misery loves company
And company loves more
More loves everybody else
But hell is others

I'm not for you
You're not for me
I'll kill you first
You wait and see
You devil undercover
You're not a prince
You're not a friend
You're just a child
And in the end
You're one more selfish lover

You're so easy to read
But the book is boring me

Pray for me
If you want to
Pray for me
If you care
Pray for me
If you want to
Pray for me
If you dare

If you want to
Pray for me you fucker
If you fucking dare


I'm having a hard time getting all my thoughts in order lately. I don't know if its me, or everybody else that has been coming to me lately with their problems, and needs and what-nots. Not that I don't care. And to be honest, at first, hearing everyone's problems made me feel kind of better about myself. At least I seem to have my shit together. About a week or so ago I was excited about the idea of some big and exciting changes. And now it's all just up in the air so I'm just waiting things out, which doesn't make me too comfortable.

Two days and counting until my 9 day long vacation. Hopefully my vacation will give me a chance to find a hobby for myself.

I don't know where I was headed with this blog, but I'm listening to and downloading music like crazy, I just smoked a bowl, my desk is a mess and I suddenly have the urge to clean and organize.