kebabski

i get home, check my email, and this is the page amy, ryan's new girlfriend sent me in an email
http://viewmorepics.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=viewImage&friendID=51705947&imageID=1570270750&MyToken=7412678c-9a1 8-44cd-83e3-32d037f1b297 and click the link to the pic before as well
like i don't already feel shit enough

that was the end of my last post. i want everyone to see it and stuff. just so ppl know i'm not actually going crazy and obsessive, they are trying to fuck with my head, at least a little.
i got the bankwest job! i start january 8th. i want to start now but hey i can't have everything. andi like to call it wankbest instead.
i have hair dye in my hair now, jaymi was supposed to do it but she's a cunt. we went out last night with plans to have an early one. i didn't get home til 4am and she is even less a morning person than me. my phone kept going off cos i'm so popular. so i got up, and nothing since. big sigh. thats the way.
um, tristan was gonna get the money ryan owes me, $300 ish, but ryan won't give it to him cos he want's to see me. cunt. why do you wanna see me? so i can punch you in the face? i know i won't really but its fun to fantasize. I keep torturing myself with looking at the pics she sent me, cos it reminds me that he's not worth it, and that he's ended up with someone bitchy and i look forward to them breaking up so she can turn that bitchiness on him. at least i haven't cried since the night i saw the photos and was like what the hell. why would she do that?
so this is the first time i've dyed my own hair hahaha i hope it turns out. hrm today is jessy's birthday, i've already rang her, but it was when i just woke up and i was...me in the morning. she was morning jess too, and not a lot of words were used hehehe
anyway, work at 4, currently 1:23, need to rinse the hair at 1:45
i so hate waiting