WELL. ryans spent the past week tying to fic ecerything and i was letting him, cos lets face it i was a bitch to him. friday the other girl emails me saying she's just found out i exist. and she hates ryan. and i hate ryan. and well ryan's a dick/ i'm not crying now 
i think it just had to get REALLY bad for it to get good and ofr me to feel goood. now i'm not good but i'm better x5. and i said yes when another guy asked me out and i crashed at his last night and no naked things happened cos he is cool and didn't care about that. he is so hot. and alex/gypo my former massive crush stayed over friday night and we bitched all night about ryan. well, we got home abut7 and i drove him to work at 9 so not all night but it was good
he said from when he saw me he was like whoa pretty i like her and ryan told him we were together so he didn't try anything. stupid ryan! kind of good tho cos he not that pretty at 7 am after a night on drugs
last wek i cried lots and wanted to die and now i'm heaps better. HEAPS better
still hate ryan, no longer hate myself
i think it just had to get REALLY bad for it to get good and ofr me to feel goood. now i'm not good but i'm better x5. and i said yes when another guy asked me out and i crashed at his last night and no naked things happened cos he is cool and didn't care about that. he is so hot. and alex/gypo my former massive crush stayed over friday night and we bitched all night about ryan. well, we got home abut7 and i drove him to work at 9 so not all night but it was good
he said from when he saw me he was like whoa pretty i like her and ryan told him we were together so he didn't try anything. stupid ryan! kind of good tho cos he not that pretty at 7 am after a night on drugs
last wek i cried lots and wanted to die and now i'm heaps better. HEAPS better
still hate ryan, no longer hate myself
you're my funbag silly!
yep, thats simon, the guy i lived with in perth