Hey so I know probably no one will read this but it doesn’t matter I just need to talk to the void.

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12 months ago my wife had surgery to remove an incredibly rare form of liver cancer, since then it’s been ups and downs, chemo and things getting worse then better then worse then better again.I’ve spoken to a psych, tried different antidepressants but I feel things are coming to a head. I’m no superman, I don’t even consider myself a decent bloke but I’m doing the best I can to take her to appointments and spend as much time with her as possible, but I’m feeling burnt out.It seems like even positives like getting a promotion at work are still a negative because it means more time away from her. Honestly I just don’t understand it, I drink like a sailor and deal with chemicals all day yet she gets cancer? It’s not fair it’s not right and it’s just a cruel cosmic joke and honestly I’m done, I’m just done, there is no joy left in the world, we can’t even go on holiday or enjoy our time together because chemo is a bitch. Anyway I’m just ranting, if you read this I appreciate you
lioncourt:
Hi, I've just read it and feel your pain 💔 I'm also struggling with depression and I know some days it gets even harder. I'm sending hugs and good vibes your way... You're going to be ok! ❤️ There's this group, maybe can help you anytime you need to vent https://www.suicidegirls.com/groups/mental-health-outlet/ Take care 😘
kcaz370:
Thanks man I’ll take a look at that group, like I said even talking to a therapist doesn’t really help and I don’t really have any friends to talk to about it any more so that could be a good option

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