Well I completed my first week of trade school last week, I thought things would be different when I got back to work, that I might start learning the trade in there to learn and not continue to do busy work and random tasks all day. I was wrong. This week that’s all I’ve done, I asked my boss when I was going...
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It’s been a while, I know no one reads my posts but it’s nice to write my feelings sometimes, I have have trouble putting my feelings into words that I can speak, I’ve always found it easier to convey what I mean through writing. Anyway, things haven’t been great, my fiancé and I have been arguing more about money and me...
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Well, 2018. It’s already off to a shit start, nmy fiancée has been in the application process for a new job the last 6 weeks, a job that would change our lives if she got it. She found out today she didn’t get it however and now I don’t know what we are going to do. I can’t keep supporting her...
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Jesus I hit the jack daniels hard tonight, half a litre in a couple of hours, plus the beers I had earlier. Why do I do this, every time I drink the stuff I feel depressed and like I want to cry, that’s probably why actually. It’s been a while since I cried, over a year in fact, I’m probably due. The...
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It’s over now, they’ve gone home, life can finally return to normal, I can get some errands done and get into losing some weight. Should be good, bring on the new year

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This is the 3rd day of my in laws down staying with us, god damn. It wouldn’t be so bad if the house we are renting was a bit bigger but it’s not, it’s tiny. Fitting 5 people into an essentially 2 bedroom 1 study home is no easy feat, our lounge has become a makeshift bedroom with a giant inflatable mattress...
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Well here it is folks, Christmas Eve is upon us once more, where has the year gone. Personally I’ve had a lot of changes this year, the biggest one being a career change, I’m now an apprentice finally at the ripe old age of 25. Tomorrow I’ll be having Christmas with my dad and his girlfriends family along with my fiancée and...
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To most people Christmas is a great time, for me I hate it. I hate having to spend a lot of money that I don’t have on people who don’t appreciate it, I hate being pulled in multiple directions by family members but most of all I hate the disappointment that this time of year inevitably brings. Every year since I’ve graduated...
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