katya

I have no idea what is coming over me..but... im happy

weird isnt it...?
i am way more relaxed now.

this weekend was really great for me. i didnt do much. just rested most of the time and thought alot about things in my life.
i had cut out some bad stuff from my life,
i stoped speaking to the guy that has been making my life a living hell at the army.
it might not be the grown up thinf to do but i guess that it te only way to handle a 20 year old who act like he is a 3 year old..

and reduced the amount of speaking and meeting with another boy..

boys...

anyway
slept alot on the weekend and had really nice dreams, a thing that always makes me happy

and i decided that i want to get my navel peirced. i think ill give it to myself as a present for being 7 months in the army. so i guess that on the 14 of july ill get a new peircing

yay =)

tomorrow starts a new week and although I know it wont be a good one ( i have to stay late one day, do the work of 2 another day,and have a kitchen duty on thursday) i dont really have a problem with it because i know that no matter what happens ill be at home in the evening and it will all go away

and on that note..ill leave with this beautiful song

The Blower's Daughter
by Damien Rice

And so it is
Just like you said it would be
Life goes easy on me
Most of the time
And so it is
The shorter story
No love, no glory
No hero in her sky

I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes...

And so it is
Just like you said it should be
We'll both forget the breeze
Most of the time
And so it is
The colder water
The blower's daughter
The pupil in denial

I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes...

Did I say that I loathe you?
Did I say that I want to
Leave it all behind?

I can't take my mind off of you
I can't take my mind off of you
I can't take my mind off of you
I can't take my mind off of you
I can't take my mind off of you
I can't take my mind...
My mind...my mind...
'Til I find somebody new