Just changing stuff is hard enough for me.
This is where I write a bunch of bullshit about where I am totally confused in life. I took a leave of absence from work and am trying to figure out what I really want to do in life. I want to help people. Directly help people. I also want to leave Arizona for a while and experience living somewhere else. I don't want to...
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Today was my last day at work for 3 months and I am totally stoked. I can't wait for Colorado. Getting the fuck out of hot ass Arizona for the summer. 
xxxkarinaxxx:
Thanks for adding me as a friend! 
Hey so Colorado it is for awhile. I am done with Arizona. I need somethng new. New people and places.
ALRIGHT! I am not completely stupid but....... its all blurry to me. 
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katiegirl:
Yeah, I wrote out this really long and confusing journal entry yesterday and my damned computer puked and kicked me offline.
Last weekend I drank this crazy shit called "Sotol". I really don't even know what the hell it is. So I take a shot and it immediately makes my stomach turn and mouth water. Smoke a cigarette and breathe slow damn it. That is all I could do to keep me from spitting it out. So I think I am stuck here in Az. I am too scared to leave. I have always lived here and don't want to wait until I am retired to travel. I am young, no kids and there is no reason that I shouldn't be able to get up and get the fuck out.
Last weekend I drank this crazy shit called "Sotol". I really don't even know what the hell it is. So I take a shot and it immediately makes my stomach turn and mouth water. Smoke a cigarette and breathe slow damn it. That is all I could do to keep me from spitting it out. So I think I am stuck here in Az. I am too scared to leave. I have always lived here and don't want to wait until I am retired to travel. I am young, no kids and there is no reason that I shouldn't be able to get up and get the fuck out.
katiegirl:
Yeah so I went to Hilighter last night, and for those of you that aren't from Az, it's a strip club. So I guess I never really enjoyed a strip club as much as last night. Let's get shitty ass drunk and pay chicks to molest you for the entire length of one song. I guess maybe I had such a good time because everyone I was with was just bombarding me with drinks and table dances. Guys just enjoy watching chicks get table dances. It is kind of an uncomfortable situation. So here I am drunk in this chair and there is this really hot girl like climbing all over me. I was afraid to even breathe. After a couple more shots I started to realize why guys go to strip clubs. These girls want your money to pay their bills, and they are really good at making you think that they "WANT YOU". They don't but, it is still a whole lot of fun. 
katiegirl:
Duh
I am the totally in the closet bi curious girl. Maybe I just haven't been trying hard enough. I have made a promise to myself to "be" with a chick before I ever thing about getting married. 
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katiegirl:
Thanks. I guess I am just way too retarded to upload a pic. I have some on friendster though. 
ms:
Welcome. Join SGAZ. Before you make me angry, and you don't want to make me angry. Well, I won't become angry. But I will become perturbed. Yes, perturbed.