katiebeth29

im not too sure I'm happy. i love school.. even tho its boring... i wish i had a bigger clientele i need to cut more hair. i love my boyfriend... even tho he can be boring. he has so many excuses for everything and acts like a child. he is 22. I'm 24. 2 year difference isn't that much but it really is. i want to settle down in the next couple years and that isn't even in his vision for the next 5 years. that just doesn't match up. i find myself just sitting.. looking depressed... with chronic bitch face and i don't even realize it. i have been going out more with my friends than hanging with my bf lately. he barely texts me anymore.. I'm starting to feel like its just over. he told me he didn't wanna have sex the other night cuz he was bloated. i got frustrated and called him a woman. so dumb. dumb dumb dumb.

i have issues. but he has more.


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