katia

oh my god, did i had a long saturday or what?
listen to this:
"saturday,after work i went to my notboyfriend house (you should know about him from my past entries). i am not sure, if i've said before, that he was drinking everyday from 12.18.2002, till last friday, 01.10.2003. drinking very heavy.
so, on saturday knight i am coming over to he is house, and finding out that he stoped drinking. he is shaking a little, but seams to be ok. i am waisted, si i fall a sleep. he wokes me up at about 4:30am, and tells me that he hearing voises, and can't handle it no more, so we need to go to the hospital. i never experienced or saw anything like this in my life before, so i am thinking that he is just F with me. but after i've watched him for a while i realized, that he is not F with me
so, we are going to the hospital. by this time he is shaking so bad, that i think cab driver could fill it. we came to the hosp., they talked to him, give him some kind of meds, and sent us back home.
we came home (he is appt.), and thats when its all started.
15 minutes (or so) later aftar we got to he is appt. i started to notesed that he is trying to whisper something to somebody. somebody that only he could see. so i started to ask him, who the hell he is talking too. well, what you think he tells me? he tells me that its a three people tallking to him, one girle and two guys. i am F triping . i am trying to talk to him, and tell him that they are not reall and staff, you know. at first he was kind of listen to me, but after a while star to complitly ignore me, and as far as i could understand he started to SEE them too.
then he started to stick he is head out of he is appt. window (and he is living in downtown, portland), and yell outside: "hey, guyes, i can't hear you,(because i am inside yelling to him to get the fuck out of that window), so why wont they just come inside. that when i really started to think, that he totally've last his mind.
i am waching him, and can not believe my F eyes. i never knew, that its so F easy, become totally insane.
i am in total shock, not knowing what to do, runing around he is 10x12 room (he has everything in one little room. basicaly he has badroom and kitchen in the same 10x12 room), so i am runing around that room like a F , and don't know what the hell should i do. call 911 or wake him on the head with something heavy ?
and then i remembered, that when we wore leaving the hosp. they give him some papers, with the phone # he could call. so i found this papers, and call the #. they told me to bring him back in, and told him that if he wont go or at least wont stop sticking his head out of window, they going to come and get him.
so he promised me that he wont talk to nobody for 15 minutes (i don't know why 15, but that what he've said), but please, could we stay home for some longer. so i go, ok. deoc told him to laydown, so that what we did. i guess we (or I) fall a sleep. i woke up and saw him seating on the midle of the bad and try to whisper something to somebody i , unfortanatly, could not see . then he got up (on the bad), and started to shake heand (as far as icould tell, that what he was doing) of his invisible friend.
so i got up and told him that its time for us to go back to the hosp. he, very politelly, told his friend, that i've said, that we need to go.
we call the cab, and went back to the hosp. in the cab all the way there, he was siting and whisper something to somebody, back and forse, covering his mouthe with his heand. and keep asking driver, what did he say. and he wasn't saying nothing. i was trying to tell him, that he should talk to he is body after we get out of the car. i've even try to ask he is body to leave him alone, acting like i can see him too .
when we got to the hosp. they put iv in him and give him some more meds.
they though it would help . was they F wrong. meds not only didn't help, but he started to act way worse, then he did before. now he was trying to push he is bad out of there, because his iv was attached to it and do all kinds of wierd shit. yell talking to the "friends" and say things nobody could understand, spay on the doctor. and as soon as doc would leave he would whisper to his friend, (very evilly like), how smart "they" are and what a dumb F , this doc is.
i am just seating there, and can't F believe to what i see.
after his iv was done, doc pull me a side and asked if i think that my boyfriend was ok. i looked at the doc, like i think that he was totally out of his mind to, for even concider the idea of my boyfriend being ok.
i think doc was smart inough, and understude the way i was looking at him, because he said, he didn't think so either. so, they will keep him over night.
my notboyfriend didn't seam to be very happy about it, and told the doc, that he is ok, and need to go home do the rest of his dishes. on what doc , very friendly like.
so, after they took his clouse, and he realized that he is not going anywhere, he started to point his finger at me and yell, that i've did it to him. so i left. trying to be as unnotesble, as possible.
today i woke up at 1:00pm. and realized that he is still not home, start calling hosp. they said that he still there. so i went there.
there i found out that when he woke up this morning, he was still talking to the "friends" of his, and was trying to reach and grab someting, that was not there. basicaly he was still out of it. so they give him more meds, and now he was sleeping. so i left.
plus they've tald me that last night, after i left he started fliping out, tryed to roll his bad out in the elevator, and being totally out of control. so they had him straind to the bad . that news made me very sad . i felt very bed for him. i could just picture him. pure baby .
i went back there at about 6:00pm. this time he was a wake, and just had his dinner. he said that he haven't see his "friends" yet, and looked actually very happy . he said that he liked it there a lot, because the bad was sckwiky and comfrtble, they wore fiting him like a child and he has tv with remote control (he broked his, and was not very happy abot it).
so, i think he is better, but now he went back to when he was 12 years old . but as long as he is happy....
doc said that they going to keep him till tomorow, to make sure, that he is really "there".
so, next time you are going to drink some alcohol, drink for katias notboyfriend, who drinked so much, that he last his mind. . or think about it, and maybe don't drink .
but anyway, that was my saturday, that ended sanday night. it was fun.
i hope everybody had fun reading about it.
have a good week, everybody.