kateebird

Ok no more BS. I met this guy Dave. He's the coolest guy I've met so far here at campus. He has a motorcycle, lives off campus, he's funny, he's honest, for some reason he knows me like a book. He knows what I'm thinking and I can't lie to him. He's the first guy I don't want to lie to, and that really frustrates the hell out of me. I don't like feeling naked and unarmed.
So, last night I was waiting for him to get off work.(that whole waiting thing.) After work he took me for the most awesome ride on his motorcycle. I crave that feeling of going fast and being free, on a dark night road. It just drives me crazy. We ended up back at his place and we talked.
Dave finally asked me if we could start "offically" dating. Hearing him say that just put butterflies in my stomach.
Hears the hook..(isn't there always a hook?) He would like to consider an "open" relationship. How does that work? I'm not sure if that's something I can handle. I've messed around a lot. Sex is something that I love very much. However I don't like the encouragment to have sex with other people outside of a relationship. I don't like this level. I'm not sure what I'm going to do.....What sucks even more is, the sex wih him is really really good.