what a fucking shit day.
not only did our ex drummer *avoid* me all day at work (it was like she was rubbing in the fact that i feel fucking waful about it all)
i also got home to find a rejection letter from the art college i applied to.
:|
suppose id better start looking for a job now.
and do some serious painting! im on my own now!
*will be scanning some new photos later on UKSGs!*
roll on the weekend. going for a pub meal with my parents now.
mmm, pub foooood...
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song of the day- havent decided yet.
*edited to post this: a `message` from our exdrummer:
"better set that a little clearer, you two kicked me out. *our band* no longer exists. From the way you speak you sound like you already have another drummer lined up, which just proves my point that on both a professional and personal level you guys were willing to lie to my face and treat me like shit. Two of what I thought were my closest friends showed their true colours yesturday. People who I had lent on in times of need. I feel a fool for even doing that now. Bands will come and go, and no matter what I do, whether it be drums or marketing, I'm going to be the best at it. You will never bring me down. But the saddest thing of all is that I've lost two of my closest friends because they couldn't be honest and say things to my face, and that kept changing everything from one minute to the next so it was very hard to figure out where I stood. I guess I don't have to worry anymore about how high you're asking me to jump. I was getting sick of it. And do not say it was a business decision, because I will play you at that game.
I thought everything was going fine. i enjoyed it completely. And to say I should not take this personally is fucking stupid. I put my heart and soul into every beat I played, to then be bitched down and plotted against, is just sick, plain sick. I liked you guys, but from the way you've treated me I cannot but help feel you are evil pieces of work. If we're going to remain friends you guys have got to prove that you do have a heart, and not lie to my face.
Oh and I can't get into the email account to get my contacts back out of that. I hope you havent been that quick as to change it..."
good god, what a CHILD.
this is so like her.
im upset, i really am, that shes made us out to be evil people on a messageboard where everyone can read it, when its not the truth: we were upfront about it and we told her in the nicest possible way we could, before everything got really bad.
not only did our ex drummer *avoid* me all day at work (it was like she was rubbing in the fact that i feel fucking waful about it all)
i also got home to find a rejection letter from the art college i applied to.
:|
suppose id better start looking for a job now.
and do some serious painting! im on my own now!
*will be scanning some new photos later on UKSGs!*
roll on the weekend. going for a pub meal with my parents now.
mmm, pub foooood...
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song of the day- havent decided yet.
*edited to post this: a `message` from our exdrummer:
"better set that a little clearer, you two kicked me out. *our band* no longer exists. From the way you speak you sound like you already have another drummer lined up, which just proves my point that on both a professional and personal level you guys were willing to lie to my face and treat me like shit. Two of what I thought were my closest friends showed their true colours yesturday. People who I had lent on in times of need. I feel a fool for even doing that now. Bands will come and go, and no matter what I do, whether it be drums or marketing, I'm going to be the best at it. You will never bring me down. But the saddest thing of all is that I've lost two of my closest friends because they couldn't be honest and say things to my face, and that kept changing everything from one minute to the next so it was very hard to figure out where I stood. I guess I don't have to worry anymore about how high you're asking me to jump. I was getting sick of it. And do not say it was a business decision, because I will play you at that game.
I thought everything was going fine. i enjoyed it completely. And to say I should not take this personally is fucking stupid. I put my heart and soul into every beat I played, to then be bitched down and plotted against, is just sick, plain sick. I liked you guys, but from the way you've treated me I cannot but help feel you are evil pieces of work. If we're going to remain friends you guys have got to prove that you do have a heart, and not lie to my face.
Oh and I can't get into the email account to get my contacts back out of that. I hope you havent been that quick as to change it..."
good god, what a CHILD.
this is so like her.
im upset, i really am, that shes made us out to be evil people on a messageboard where everyone can read it, when its not the truth: we were upfront about it and we told her in the nicest possible way we could, before everything got really bad.
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may your band situation improve; i know the feeling.