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sad moodiness explained. "that time of the month"

tongue

OH THE TIMING
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stcyr:
:menstruation: blackeyed
or
smile
depending on how you're looking at it

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really it's just so rare that one gets a chance to use the menstruation smiley that I couldn't pass it up.


mydogfarted:
Aunt Flo is such a bloody cunt. tongue
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of course now i suddenly miss him, or rather the idea of him.

tongue
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chalko:
It's ok to miss the IDEA of him...you will get that!
stephynopants:
I LOVE YOU!!!
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sick at my dads house tongue at least I'm getting spoiled!
Going to the Dr. on friday morning to figure out wtf is going on.
Not looking forward to the 3 hour drive home though shocked

pukepuke

on the bright side, THANK GOD THE SG FEED IS FIXED. sheesh.

feeling way better about the breakup, in the mildly pissed stage now instead of the hurt stage. and I...
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atlas_:
Good luck at the doctor's...
brightredscream:
Same here sugar, same here...
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gah, had the most horrific food poisoning last night.

projectile vomited, etc. for like 7 hours. finally just slept in the tub, too weak to keep running back and forth from my bed to the bathroom. holy shit that sucked.

supposed to go to my dads, so weak though, also not sure if i can be away from a bathroom for more than 20 minutes....
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stephynopants:
frown *hugs*
javabob:
You too then! 8lbs lost in 2 days for me,I know the wife said loose weight,but I didnt want to do it this waypuke
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for the love of christ when will they fix the sg feed! its hard to perv all the people I love individually!!!
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roadieshow:
FOR REALSIES!
diablo68:
No shit!! And, more perving plzz!
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I feel pretty god damn good today

smile

slept at home alone last night and wasn't really sad or lonely at all today smile

thinking back on all the flaws and red flags in the relationship and realizing this is sooo for the best. I think I was more lonely with him than alone, I had to compete so hard for his attention, fuck that shit!

made...
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violently:
first off, hi smile and secondly, animals! thirdly, i read back through your recent blogs, and the ex sounds kinda douchey. you definitely shouldn't have to compete for attention, so i agree with everyone else, you are better off! i'm glad you're feeling better smile
kay:
My mother in laws hives all died. All 3 of them. frown
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well fuck, I miss him so much today. plus I'm hung over. coworkers are dangerous to party with sheesh.
suispud1:
Life lessons, sweetheart. Life lessons.
tactical:
No, no missing someone that was too stupid to know how awesome you are and not be a punk
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sad this morning

but at least it's regular sad and not the agony of the last 2 days feeling like something was super wrong.

pffftttttt

miss him though :\

i think my vagina needs to take a sabatical
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leftyanasazi:
let me know how that goes, hon. i should probably find a secluded monastery for my penis.
i really should visit my home in the 916 soon, if i do, i hope we can get together and commiserate!
mydogfarted:
I think you might need to put this on your cooter
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WHAT RED FLAGS?!?!??!! WHERE


fuck me, even though I feel like this may end in disaster i still fucking love him and want to be with him. which is really god damn irritating.

He came over and we arent breaking up, talked things through . But he seems very wary and scared of me frown

soooo something I'm ashamed to admit, I cut myself for the...
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mydogfarted:
frown


he says he doesn't want to get into another unhealthy relationship


Sorry, but if he can't cut his ex loose, he's the one with the relationship issues.

saraberri:
*hugs*

please seek help. our internet hugs aren't going to help you get a handle on this, and your therapist needs to know about the self-mutilation. you are overwhelmed and hurting yourself, and frightening someone you care about. please get help.
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i swear i didnt know it was possible to have this many panic attacks in 2 days blackeyed

fudge.

cant wait to go to work tomorrow and get hugs from my peeps

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lilcali:
*Breath*..... I'm sure everything will work itself out. <33
leftyanasazi:
im right there with you. pass the ativan, please.