kaosmaker666

I am actually a happy little (I use that word loosely....little that is) camper today. I ran into a girl I dated almost a year ago to the day. She looked liked hell, and the guy she was with looked so miserable!!! The thing is I really liked this woman, we had so much in common it, it, it was hard to believe. But she had no job, and is kinda sorta handicapped in a way.....she has a ton of health problems.....to many to list, but like I said I really like her and enjoyed her company a great deal. Well during the time we were "dating" she was also going out with a bunch of other guys. I later found out she was (from her mom) that she was sizing guys up as to how much they make, and what kind of medical benefits they had.......now that's low......down right dirty low!!! I lent her money, and some books from my personal library (political science and history.....yes I do have an education, whatever you might think). I don't care about the money, but I do care about books that are very hard to replace. Well we said our nice "Hello's" & "how are you's" she even asked for my address to send me my books.....we will see? The main thing is- she was telling this guy, you could hear her all thru the store (bookstore at that) what to buy and "don't bother with that" and "you're not really interested in that" kinda of crap. I felt sort of , kind of sorry for him. My loss is his misery!!! Someday's I feel that I regret not being in anykind of relationship.....then there are days like today that remind me how lucky I really am not to be in a BAD relationship!!!