A friend told me once that sometimes all you can do is laugh. No matter how bad things seem or you think they are just laugh. Good advice, i wish i just had a better sense of humor.
I have this strange feeling of not belonging here. I know i do belong here, but its a nagging feeling. I guess some demons are harder to get rid of then others. I'll be ok. I don't have much of a choice, this is my only chance at life, i've got to live it the best way I can.
You will find that feeling out of place is a step in the progression toward understanding many important things. To be unable to relate to much of the world is a sign of great insight, intelligence and compassion.
I'm home now and doing my best to adjust even though it does feel weird and doesn't feel real. I'm hoping to finally settle down. I know i'm not going back again so i've got to get out of that mindset. I found some photos i had taken on my phone and completely forgot about them.
Where i worked for a few months my last... Read More
Good news is that i might be flying out of Iraq in a few hours. Bad news is that the flight can change and i'll be stuck here longer. I love how i don't know for sure whats going on until last minute. Oh yeah, I had a Snickers for the first time yesterday in over a year...i forgot how freaking great they are. That's... Read More
i bought a new laptop so i'll be able to get on SG when i get home now. Still same shit just a different day. Feeling a little better about everything going on in my life> i guess it just takes a few hours of reading comics from many years ago to center me.
I only know one person on SG who will appreciate this... Read More
my photog teacher had a peep obsession he says they are the epitomy of pop culture. and i think hes right. but hes still a fag for having an office full of peeps. hehe
Other than trying to figure out some things and put down some old bad habits not much is going on for me. Good news is i'll be stateside before or on the 26th of october. Thats at least one good thing in the near future. All other good things are still being sorted out. I still have no bearing of who i am, so i... Read More
you could always re-enlist. the money the marines pay i know for a fact is great if you keep with it. and you have everything made for you in the service. but im sure you want to do many other things with you life. but sometimes staying in till you figure out what it is you want is worth it. god knows this country could use all the decent hard working service men and women they can get because not all of them are honest to goodness people.
its cool you get to come home safe. this is truely a blessing. thank you for the birthday wishes.
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