kadium

Been sick for about a week now. Not nearly as bad as I was when I missed a couple days of work early in the week, but still not out of the woods yet.

I get sickly when I'm depressed since I pretty much stop taking care of myself. It's just hard to care.

Did have a brief talk with a much beloved, much missed friend last night though. Perked me up a bit. A lovely woman who's a rare beam of light in the dreary corners I inhabit. The one who got me into therapy a decade ago, for as long as it lasted.

I owe her. I love her. She reminds of some people I've picked up along the way are so toxic though...but it's hard to cut the ties. And hard to know how she'd handle things if she knew just how rocky they really are right now.