So, something weird has been happening to me lately.. I've had the fleeting urge to draw, but most of the things I've been drawing seem like things I've seen before or that I knew I was going to draw before I had even thought to draw in the first place.. It's kind of freaking me out. C'est dj vu de l'art. Heh.. I don't think...
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el_diablo_blanco:
Silly cutie pie.
klausbuben:
I think you should share... your drawings. Or at least one of 'em. I'm intrigued 
I'm exhausted. It's late. I'm lonely and tired, which isn't the same as exhausted. Cold bed, even with my sheets as wrinkly as they are. I've felt really desirable over the past week, for some ungodly reason. Probably biological. Desirable and unwanted all in the same. Not sure how to correct this.
I keep writing and keep writing, I'm only doing it for myself at...
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I keep writing and keep writing, I'm only doing it for myself at...
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estrada:
When I'm tired everything floats to the surface. I end up remembering those desire lines in my brain.
johnnyzombie:
First, I think you're very desirable--if I may say so. 
Second, I understand where you're coming from. It's usually early in the morning when I think things like this. I'll wake up early, and think, "What am I going to do today? Will it matter if I do anything?"
It's a matter of just being human. And allowing space for those thoughts.
Second, I understand where you're coming from. It's usually early in the morning when I think things like this. I'll wake up early, and think, "What am I going to do today? Will it matter if I do anything?"
It's a matter of just being human. And allowing space for those thoughts.
Long day back to work.. I'm really close to the edge of the panic plateau.
My life is going to change rapidly over the course of the next month, as I resume trying to figure out how to get through college. It's a completely different animal to me. I'm a smart person, I know that. I'm just a horrible student. I'm only hoping that with...
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My life is going to change rapidly over the course of the next month, as I resume trying to figure out how to get through college. It's a completely different animal to me. I'm a smart person, I know that. I'm just a horrible student. I'm only hoping that with...
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klausbuben:
Being alone can be good. Being lonely sucks. Your blog still made me smile... I always get the feeling I could talk to you for days on end and never want it to stop.
I can empathize with LL Cool J. I need love.
phahadron:
<hugs>
Looks like I'm going back to work tomorrow, sigh. I'm not sure what they expect me to be doing. Certainly not waiting tables in The Boot. Ugh.
I will most likely be sitting at the register all day.. For the next couple of weeks, until my job on campus starts.
What distresses me about going to work is not knowing how much I'm going to...
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I will most likely be sitting at the register all day.. For the next couple of weeks, until my job on campus starts.
What distresses me about going to work is not knowing how much I'm going to...
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jay_son:
Cheer up it will get better. And school will be starting soon! Best of luck this semester.
Just another manic-depressive Sunday. I'm not actually sure that I'm manic-depressive, but I've had suspicions for years now.
Anyway..
I'm supposed to be visiting my friend/co-worker, Carrie, at the OU Children's Hospital, where her 9-year-old daughter is being kept in a coma after having a brain aneurysm two weeks ago. I was away on vacation when I found out. I was terrified. There's always the...
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I'm supposed to be visiting my friend/co-worker, Carrie, at the OU Children's Hospital, where her 9-year-old daughter is being kept in a coma after having a brain aneurysm two weeks ago. I was away on vacation when I found out. I was terrified. There's always the...
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johnnyzombie:
I know how you feel. I want the same things in life. I don't think anyone exactly knows how to go about such things--we just make them up as we go along.
voiddrgn:
I know what you mean. I feel like I'm not doing what I'm suppose to with my time. Damn you WoW!!
That was the second time I seen Danzig. The first time was waaayyy back in 2000. But at the concert I got to meet him and he signed my ticket sub. I have it somewhere I need to find it
That was the second time I seen Danzig. The first time was waaayyy back in 2000. But at the concert I got to meet him and he signed my ticket sub. I have it somewhere I need to find it
Being immobilized has given me alot of time to think, even more time to sleep like I'm never going to wake up, and then a little time to evaluate the likelihood of me going apeshit bonkers with cabin fever.
I'm really glad my neighbor got wifi. That has helped me loads with the boredom. I've only been hobbling since Wednesday night but DAMN it's maddening....
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I'm really glad my neighbor got wifi. That has helped me loads with the boredom. I've only been hobbling since Wednesday night but DAMN it's maddening....
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klausbuben:
Hope the pain starts easing up soon! (the foot pain, not the attack of the clones pain)
voiddrgn:
YAY! For unsecured networks! I've been wanting to watch the star wars saga myself but most of my movies are still boxes 
So I've been watching the saw movies I just got. My wife hates them but I love them. I hope you start to feel better soon
I've been wanting to watch the star wars saga myself but most of my movies are still boxes So I've been watching the saw movies I just got. My wife hates them but I love them. I hope you start to feel better soon
Well.. I broke my foot.
Not the whole thing, but the base of my little toe bone is broken almost all the way through.
Wednesday night, an hour before close, I get a 14-person table. No big deal, right? I need the money. I take one round of drinks out then go back to get the rest. I'm carrying five glasses of tea, hands full...
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Not the whole thing, but the base of my little toe bone is broken almost all the way through.
Wednesday night, an hour before close, I get a 14-person table. No big deal, right? I need the money. I take one round of drinks out then go back to get the rest. I'm carrying five glasses of tea, hands full...
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voiddrgn:
Wow...that really sucks. Get well soon!!
klausbuben:
Damn, that does suck... but it's at least a boot you can take off, right? (for showers, etc.)
Doing laundry in a hot, steamy laundromat. My sister's apartment complex is managed by the same guy as my little apartment and he let me have the key to her laundromat, so I can come and go as I please.
It's pretty nice, though small. It's private and locked, and only $1.00 per load - washer or dryer. I like it. It's just blazing hot...
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My sister's apartment complex is managed by the same guy as my little apartment and he let me have the key to her laundromat, so I can come and go as I please.
It's pretty nice, though small. It's private and locked, and only $1.00 per load - washer or dryer. I like it. It's just blazing hot...
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jay_son:
Hey there!! Its always good to hear from you! Sounds like things are going good. I'm glad for you have fun in colorado you will like it there.
klausbuben:
I luuuuvvvv CO. Wanna move there. Hope you like it/have a great vacation!