I have nothing to say, just emotions that I can't convey. I didn't really mean for that to rhyme. :/
I'm so eager to get into the groove of this semester. I'll only be working three days a week - a total of 18 hours! I'm amazed by that, because up until I broke my foot, I was working ~45 hours a week and closing every night (six days a week). I'm overjoyed that I'm further and further from that place every day! I feel...
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losttoapathy:
maybe the boot will be your cool "it" girl thing. Like people you don't know will be talking about the cool girl in the boot. People will start calling you bootsy, you will be elected president of the university based purely on name recognition. just sayin.
losttoapathy:
I'd totally vote for you
Class starts a week from today! I'm getting excited. I start my new job on campus this Thursday, too. It's definitely an exciting time in my life. This feels different than it did my first year in college, different than when I moved into the dorms and everything. I feel more in control, but also less demanding. It's a good feeling. I'm anticipating that I...
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tlm_:
No worries. I'm down about 50 since new years, and 100 overall - so I know its possible. Its more of an endurance thing - sometimes we want to hurry and sabotage ourselves. Its important to choose a diet you could live with for a long time - not just a few days.
Alice Harford: Millions of years of evolution, right? Right? Men have to stick it in every place they can, but for women... women it is just about security and commitment and whatever the fuck else!
Dr. Bill Harford: A little oversimplified, Alice, but yes, something like that.
Alice Harford: If you men only knew...
Dr. Bill Harford: A little oversimplified, Alice, but yes, something like that.
Alice Harford: If you men only knew...
Morning, everyone!
I'm about to leave for work.. Last three days working in that hell hole! Yeeeeeehaw!
I go for orientation at my new job in the Curriculum Materials Library (for Education majors and children alike) next Thursday. I'm so excited! I get the rest of next week to get some things straightened out. My sister would be furious if she knew that I wasn't...
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I'm about to leave for work.. Last three days working in that hell hole! Yeeeeeehaw!
I go for orientation at my new job in the Curriculum Materials Library (for Education majors and children alike) next Thursday. I'm so excited! I get the rest of next week to get some things straightened out. My sister would be furious if she knew that I wasn't...
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hades4:
good to meet you too 
johnnyzombie:
I"m glad that you're determined to have something better for your life. I never could understand the people who just settle for mediocrity.
I'm glad that you found a new job so quickly! It'll be more rewarding, working at the library. You won't have to deal with as much b.s. either.
You look adorable in the pic, too.
I'm glad that you found a new job so quickly! It'll be more rewarding, working at the library. You won't have to deal with as much b.s. either.
You look adorable in the pic, too.
Thunderstorm yesterday. 100+ mph winds, hail, flooding (we haven't had hardly any rain this summer), etc. Extensive damage to hundreds of houses across the city. As my sister was dropping me off from work last night, we saw a fully matured tree on its side in the road, along with multiple fast food places missing part of their awning and their signs, and another smaller...
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losttoapathy:
glad you're ok
shandyowl:
Escaping a tree-crushing could be a sign that your luck is on the turn for the better.
Holy hell, I just had a stroke of genius!
I fell asleep watching the end of The Return of the Jedi, woke up in a fierce sweat with a rushing dream memory that scared me almost as much as it thrilled me. An amazing story filled my head, one that I know I can distribute. Definitely. I saw the movie play out before my own...
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I fell asleep watching the end of The Return of the Jedi, woke up in a fierce sweat with a rushing dream memory that scared me almost as much as it thrilled me. An amazing story filled my head, one that I know I can distribute. Definitely. I saw the movie play out before my own...
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voiddrgn:
Stephenie Meyer got the idea for Twilight after a nap on her couch. Maybe yolu can have the same success with your musing 
Next week is my last week at work, I've decided. My being there is so pointless now, with me in The Boot, completely unable to really help anyone except for sitting at the register for 8 hours straight, entertaining the old folks asking me the same questions about my foot every day. The people don't bother me, the not having to wait tables doesn't bother...
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jay_son:
Hey there I can relate to how you feel about your brother. I've been through the same stuff with my sister. It really sucks but don't give up hope it can get better. I don't know how many times I have cried wondering if she was going get better before she killed herself. She has been clean since sometime in April she's doing really good now. I hope it continues.
I want to have an adventure!
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k12573n:
I know.. It's hard to be careless when you're broke, ha.
sane69:
me too
So, something weird has been happening to me lately.. I've had the fleeting urge to draw, but most of the things I've been drawing seem like things I've seen before or that I knew I was going to draw before I had even thought to draw in the first place.. It's kind of freaking me out. C'est dj vu de l'art. Heh.. I don't think...
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el_diablo_blanco:
Silly cutie pie.
klausbuben:
I think you should share... your drawings. Or at least one of 'em. I'm intrigued
I'm exhausted. It's late. I'm lonely and tired, which isn't the same as exhausted. Cold bed, even with my sheets as wrinkly as they are. I've felt really desirable over the past week, for some ungodly reason. Probably biological. Desirable and unwanted all in the same. Not sure how to correct this.
I keep writing and keep writing, I'm only doing it for myself at...
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estrada:
When I'm tired everything floats to the surface. I end up remembering those desire lines in my brain.
johnnyzombie:
First, I think you're very desirable--if I may say so.
Second, I understand where you're coming from. It's usually early in the morning when I think things like this. I'll wake up early, and think, "What am I going to do today? Will it matter if I do anything?"
It's a matter of just being human. And allowing space for those thoughts.
Second, I understand where you're coming from. It's usually early in the morning when I think things like this. I'll wake up early, and think, "What am I going to do today? Will it matter if I do anything?"
It's a matter of just being human. And allowing space for those thoughts.
Long day back to work.. I'm really close to the edge of the panic plateau.
My life is going to change rapidly over the course of the next month, as I resume trying to figure out how to get through college. It's a completely different animal to me. I'm a smart person, I know that. I'm just a horrible student. I'm only hoping that with...
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My life is going to change rapidly over the course of the next month, as I resume trying to figure out how to get through college. It's a completely different animal to me. I'm a smart person, I know that. I'm just a horrible student. I'm only hoping that with...
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klausbuben:
Being alone can be good. Being lonely sucks. Your blog still made me smile... I always get the feeling I could talk to you for days on end and never want it to stop.