jynastar

my freinds tragic vitality had a show today. i didnt make it caz i was so damned sick. it sounds like everyone i know had a bad week for the most part. amber broke her leg, shes been going back and forth to the doctor for her cancer tests. this week i managed to run out of money, break my cellphone which will take about six weeks for the repaired phone to be sent back, i did that whole walking down the highway thing...etc.
i went to a party and saw both and in the same room and came to a startling revelation. looked at we smiled and talked and did that whole thing pretending like i was wasnt checking her out the whole time. but she knew the score. she (of course) appears to have some intrest in me. her freind did too which was uncomfortable because im good freinds with the boyfreind of her freind. i hate to break up couples. i think i will always have a soft spot for in my heart and as i stare into her innocent doe eyes and trace her soft skin with my eyes i would know that i'd always love her.
but when i saw at the party i just melted. we sat around doing some shots with each other ended up talking for a long time which was good.
he is so fucking gorgeous that i was about to hump the crap out of him....
sigh.
i have been writing a shitload of articles lately. hopefully someday, some will be up here