jynastar

couldnt update the journal last night. fucking site was down, its ok. i was was working on my website and the server went down. good times to be had by all.
i hope to get back on here tonight and write til my hand falls off.
some good shite has happened.

finally had his deal resolved. people are getting over his comments. dumb ass.
went to a huge party last night. it should have been one of the best experinces of the summer but when people drink and get out of control bad things happen. this guy mike started acting like an asshole and punched his girlfreind michelle in the face when he was trying to...
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one of my friends did something way stupid tonight. wasnt really to blame for the whole situation though. hes one of those that just gets branded into the role of the scapegoat.
had a very funny night at bar chicago today. went out with kyla, mel, lizzie, crystal, anitia,bradley, mike, amber, and the scary twins.
i dont want to even talk about the scary twins....
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another stupid random thought of the evening after my last entry with all the ims in it. bradley and i were watcing the nightmare before x-mas whe he got back into town. went for a walk and just happened to find a white puppy. we are negotiating who gets to keep him and whether or no we are naming him zero. stranger things have happened.

this was the last 20 mins:
Daydream0fAB0y: truth
Daydream0fAB0y: we're equally fucked up
Jynacide: i agree
Jynacide: cant live with the other sex and cant legally kill them
Jynacide: this goes back to my idea of breeding camps. only non sexual freindship should be allowed outside of the camps
Daydream0fAB0y: hahah
Jynacide: what you dont like?
Daydream0fAB0y: well, I like it, but...
Daydream0fAB0y: I also...
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my stupid dream about
it was the same dream every night for the most part.she was surrounded by a beautiful light basking in its glow. that enthralled me, enraptured me, overtook my senses. we stood this time in the rain, letting it pour over our bodies.
i felt the warmth of love rush over me for the first time in a long time.
her lips...
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this isnt the dream or anything but it was actually something i wrote sometime ago.
enjoy some crap porn...lol
She takes a step forward without saying aword. Out of the shadows he sees thehighlight of her body, and feels his heart begin to beat a little faster. She lightly runs her hands down his chest,and slowly unbuttons his shirt, one by one.
I thought you...
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so i decided to put in the model application even though my pics arent done yet. all i can say is thatdarkskyy1 (mikey) is gunna do something intresting with electrical tape, blacklights etc...i think it would be kinda hot. i dont know what you all would think. anyone like the idea? we need ideas damnit!
now that my little sister has stopped iming me every...
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my freinds tragic vitality had a show today. i didnt make it caz i was so damned sick. it sounds like everyone i know had a bad week for the most part. amber broke her leg, shes been going back and forth to the doctor for her cancer tests. this week i managed to run out of money, break my cellphone which will take about...
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shit gets stranger everyday. i had the week from hell that lasted a good four day run.today i blame stupid discover for not cashing the check i made for my payment soon enough so i can pay my phone bill. its always something with me. i swear to god.
for amusement as i type this a freind of mine is being all playful and trying...
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its been another really long night. i should have known from the past two days that something intresting was about to happen.
i waited all this time for this big climatic moment and nothing ever came. then i realized that maybe the climax was that after what felt like forever i got to hang out with someone that used to be a very good freind...
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holy faack..the last 24 hours were enough to make my head spin. here is the recap.
met this girl kaytee (dont know if she actually spells it like that but i'm going from a bio on a live journal here..lie with me). she was staying jameson over at his crib so i hung out with them for the day and later went out to this...
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