An unbelievable girl that I was seeing for three weeks recently moved to Alaska for a job opportunity. We talk a couple times a week and send eachother letters, but damn am I getting lonely here in Montana. This really sucks! She was the best thing in my life. Now I am going to have another lonely ass Christmas again. We're getting eachother gifts, but we aren't going to get to see eachother, man this sucks. Girls come and they go, but she was the best out of 'em all. She compares to my first love...
Well, it's hard to say whether I should trust her or not, seeing as it's easy to lie over the phone. I told her if she meets some guy, then don't tell me, she basically said ditto to me. She plans on coming down to visit me in three months, and she said if I have a girlfriend that I better tell her to kiss my ass for a couple of days. That would be fine with me. Of course i'm not looking for a girlfriend, I basically have one. Now, i'm just looking for somebody to pass the time with. All my friends are guys, they all have women, then there's me...Alone! It sucks, but i'm coping.
I haven't written a journal in awhile, so I figured i'd let y'all know that i'm still alive, barely. I must suggest though, that you check out Quinne's first set...She is extremely pretty, and I can completely relate to what she went through with her boyfriend. I have a girl for two years, she "was" the love of my life, then things went down the drain. It was both our faults though, but we definitely the better for it now that we broke up. Hey, I haven't been around in awhile, but if anybody wants to add me as a friend on the site, then feel free as long as you know that i'll do the same.
Well, talk to y'all later!