so i thought i would be better by tuesday...i was wrong. its wednesday and i am almost 100%. so, by thursday i hope to be myself again...well as much myself as i can be at this point 
i swear, she's trying to get out. sometimes she literally reaches on top of my ribs like she's trying to climb a ladder and find her way out. "if i can't get out down there, i'll get out up this way..." is what she must be saying.
it snowed yesterday
i don't like the snow. it always snows in october here. i miss kc where we actually had a fall season. fall is my favorite and i always feel like i get cheated out of my season here the trees barely turn yellow and then they're blanketed with snow. and then, of course, its supposed to be in the 50s and 60s from now until Halloween...and then Halloween~~~SNOW. and i am supposed to drive 5 hours to denver on Halloween to catch a plane. i hope i stay ahead of the snow.
my nights have been plagued with bad dreams lately. some about the baby, some not, but all of them disturbing and strange. i guess i need to watch what i eat before i go to bed 
i swear, she's trying to get out. sometimes she literally reaches on top of my ribs like she's trying to climb a ladder and find her way out. "if i can't get out down there, i'll get out up this way..." is what she must be saying.
it snowed yesterday
i don't like the snow. it always snows in october here. i miss kc where we actually had a fall season. fall is my favorite and i always feel like i get cheated out of my season here the trees barely turn yellow and then they're blanketed with snow. and then, of course, its supposed to be in the 50s and 60s from now until Halloween...and then Halloween~~~SNOW. and i am supposed to drive 5 hours to denver on Halloween to catch a plane. i hope i stay ahead of the snow.
my nights have been plagued with bad dreams lately. some about the baby, some not, but all of them disturbing and strange. i guess i need to watch what i eat before i go to bed
In any case, I'm so excited that every day brings up closer to the day we welcome your little heart breaker into the world! I can hardly wait
I know what you mean about snow... that's one reason I'm glad I'm out here for a little bit. There's no snow to irritate and frustrate me.
anyway, you're heavy on my mind but it's a weight that I'll happily bear until we speak again...
ps: you look beautiful... as always... pregnant is a good look for you. and happy suits you like you wouldn't believe...