justme159

ok, its been a few days and i am dealing. i am still heartbroken and lost, but dealing.

he went to the mountain with his family to spend the night and is letting me stay at the house with my cats. i am ecstatic.

he was a bit melancholy sounding today as well i hope he's realizing he made a mistake.

i also discovered just how well he is dealing...found some beer bottles and an empty 50mL bottle of jager...he usually doesn't drink that much. and i know he's been smoking again. not the best way to deal...

but, just wanted to update everyone on how i am doing.

thank you for all your comments and concern. i appreciate it. it has helped.

now, you must excuse me, i have to get to my parents house to watch some NASCAR racing!!!!!