i can't stop knitting and crocheting. i'm obsessed.
i desperately want to make these, but i don't know how.
i tried to make this, but it didn't work.
i need to take a class.
i just got my first jewelry order from some random person who saw a girl wearing one of my necklaces. the problem is, i can't think about jewelry when all i...
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i desperately want to make these, but i don't know how.
i tried to make this, but it didn't work.
i need to take a class.
i just got my first jewelry order from some random person who saw a girl wearing one of my necklaces. the problem is, i can't think about jewelry when all i...
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i think that it's weird when people send you friend requests when they haven't even written in your journal.
hmmm.
your thoughts?
hmmm.
your thoughts?
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takeshi21:
I think it's a riot that you're going to work undercover at the competing establishment. How long did it take to get said job?
I don't mind random friend requests. It seems far more strange for that to occur if I had naked pictures of myself posted on the Internet. Then again, I'm not an SG model.
I just felt it worth mentioning that for the first time I ran 4 miles today without a break! It's only important to me in as much as this running routine has seemed to help me considerably with managing my panic attacks. Although I know it's not like you can just pull over on the side of the freeway and run a few laps.
I don't mind random friend requests. It seems far more strange for that to occur if I had naked pictures of myself posted on the Internet. Then again, I'm not an SG model.
I just felt it worth mentioning that for the first time I ran 4 miles today without a break! It's only important to me in as much as this running routine has seemed to help me considerably with managing my panic attacks. Although I know it's not like you can just pull over on the side of the freeway and run a few laps.
takeshi21:
Dude, you'll be able to quit smoking when you're really ready to quit smoking. I know it sounds hokey but it'll true and you'll accomplish that feat once you're ready to.
There were two real keys for my quitting. First, really realizing that cigarettes were only a device for delivering an addiction. There's nothing more special to them than that.
Second, the only thing cigarettes do is making you feel shitty when you're not smoking them. It's like wearing shoes that are 4 sizes too small, just to gain the pleasure of taking them off. If you weren't smoking in the first place, you'd feel just fine all the time instead of having that stupid craving.
Oh, and third and most importantly: I can't ever have a cigarette again. If I do, I'm toast.
There were two real keys for my quitting. First, really realizing that cigarettes were only a device for delivering an addiction. There's nothing more special to them than that.
Second, the only thing cigarettes do is making you feel shitty when you're not smoking them. It's like wearing shoes that are 4 sizes too small, just to gain the pleasure of taking them off. If you weren't smoking in the first place, you'd feel just fine all the time instead of having that stupid craving.
Oh, and third and most importantly: I can't ever have a cigarette again. If I do, I'm toast.
tomorrow at work, i will be a zombie starbuck's barista.
for those of you who know where i work, you might think it's clever.... or you just might think i'm dumb.
i share an office with 3 other people and we decorated it tonight to look super creepy. tomorrow morning, we're having dry ice delivered.
very exciting.
tonight i had dinner at table 8 on...
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for those of you who know where i work, you might think it's clever.... or you just might think i'm dumb.
i share an office with 3 other people and we decorated it tonight to look super creepy. tomorrow morning, we're having dry ice delivered.
very exciting.
tonight i had dinner at table 8 on...
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_v_:
i'm not dressing up
i am lame
you will lookso damn hot
take pics women
i am lame
you will lookso damn hot
take pics women
requiem:
Are you going to Disneyland? If so, bring me some of them cookies!
first let me say that i heart At The Drive-In. id never heard anything by The Mars Volta until last night when they opened for The Pixies.
maybe they're albums are better, but the performance last night made me want to stab my eyes out. it resembled a garage band practice session where the band lives next door to you and they think they rule......
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maybe they're albums are better, but the performance last night made me want to stab my eyes out. it resembled a garage band practice session where the band lives next door to you and they think they rule......
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thepirate:
I wish I could, but I've got to meet some college friends way way out in monrovia! I'm not quite sure how I will survive yet.
maxbloom:
I saw the Pixies at the Greek. They were much better (somehow) than I remember them in the late 80's. "Wave of Mutilation" still rocks my world 15 years later.
please inspire me.
_v_:
wish i could
i am inspired yet i don't know where it is coing from
i am inspired yet i don't know where it is coing from
takeshi21:
Inspiration.
So I didn't comment on your last entry but I'm thinking that the lap dance bothered you, yet you're kinda torn because you think that maybe it shouldn't bother you? But it weighed on your mind enough to write about it.
It's probably harmless, really, but if it's on your mind, it's on your mind. And, odds are, unless you're shelling out serious dough, strippers ain't usually going home with ya.
So I didn't comment on your last entry but I'm thinking that the lap dance bothered you, yet you're kinda torn because you think that maybe it shouldn't bother you? But it weighed on your mind enough to write about it.
It's probably harmless, really, but if it's on your mind, it's on your mind. And, odds are, unless you're shelling out serious dough, strippers ain't usually going home with ya.
ugg.
monday.
i got stuck on the mountain yesterday. the girl i was riding with locked her keys in the car. the car was running. after the first tow truck guy came and got his slim jim stuck in the window, the second tow truck guy finally got the door open. three hours later, after they realized that they couldn't get the slim jim out,...
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monday.
i got stuck on the mountain yesterday. the girl i was riding with locked her keys in the car. the car was running. after the first tow truck guy came and got his slim jim stuck in the window, the second tow truck guy finally got the door open. three hours later, after they realized that they couldn't get the slim jim out,...
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clara:
In answer to your question:
http://suicidegirls.com/girls/Clara/463624/
And about the lap dance, I'd say be mad if you feel mad and don't be mad if you don't. If you are mad just ask him to not do it again.
I am so practical when it comes to others.
http://suicidegirls.com/girls/Clara/463624/
And about the lap dance, I'd say be mad if you feel mad and don't be mad if you don't. If you are mad just ask him to not do it again.
I am so practical when it comes to others.
trilobyte:
Yep, still working at a job that gets increasingly worse.
I wouldn't be mad, you know there's no competition.
odi omnes
I wouldn't be mad, you know there's no competition.
odi omnes
leaving for big bear tomorrow.
it's a work "retreat" thingy.
should be fun. all of the girlies in my department want me to teach them how to knit! yay!
i'll be gone til sunday which means this will be the longest stretch without my boy since last christmas.
please don't say the whole absence makes the heart grow fonder thing. anything but that.
k. bye.
it's a work "retreat" thingy.
should be fun. all of the girlies in my department want me to teach them how to knit! yay!
i'll be gone til sunday which means this will be the longest stretch without my boy since last christmas.
please don't say the whole absence makes the heart grow fonder thing. anything but that.
k. bye.
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muller:
I just like the sound of a "retreat".
reminds me of so many old Coach, Family Ties, and whatever other t.v. series used the quintessential "trapped in the snowy cabin" episode.
reminds me of so many old Coach, Family Ties, and whatever other t.v. series used the quintessential "trapped in the snowy cabin" episode.
takeshi21:
Hmm... work and retreat are entirely incongruous words in my book. But if you gotta work, hey, better in Big Bear, right?
I love my girlfriend to pieces but I do enjoy time apart, too. Then again, we've been together for nearly five years.
What kind of work do you do, anyway?
I love my girlfriend to pieces but I do enjoy time apart, too. Then again, we've been together for nearly five years.
What kind of work do you do, anyway?
takeshi21:
***LOL***
I've seen that little video before, too, but totally forgot about it.
However, given the possibilities, N.E.R.D. isn't too bad to have stuck in your head. You could have other far, far, far worse songs stuck in your head. I specialize in finding and singing those annoying songs you can't get out of your head.
I've seen that little video before, too, but totally forgot about it.
However, given the possibilities, N.E.R.D. isn't too bad to have stuck in your head. You could have other far, far, far worse songs stuck in your head. I specialize in finding and singing those annoying songs you can't get out of your head.
did i mention that i am completely in love?
yep.
iyam.
yep.
iyam.
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thepirate:
You can tell me, I totally wont tell anyone... *looks arround shiftily*
dave_h:
love is good.
yeah.
awesome.
I want some.
yeah.
awesome.
I want some.
there is a car alarm going off right now outside my apt and i want to smash someone.... nevermind. it stopped.
having trouble motivating.
i heart coco's hearts.
i'm bored.
and lazy.
and crabby.
it's really humid.
having trouble motivating.
i heart coco's hearts.
i'm bored.
and lazy.
and crabby.
it's really humid.
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digdug:
shit. i forgot to remind you, but fortunately, it wasn't even on!!! it was pre-empted by a baseball game 
HOWEVER, it IS on again at 9pm on friday!!!!!
HOWEVER, it IS on again at 9pm on friday!!!!!
takeshi21:
Well, car alarms are better than police helicopters, right? Those ghetto birds are something I'll just never get used to because I pay way too much in rent to feel like I live in Little Lebanon.
So what's new in life? Apparently not enough from bringing you back here! Hehehe... just kidding.
Incidentally, I don't suppose you have panic attack problems? I'm just guessing from your response to the "fantasy" category of the questionaire, but I certainly do. I need to figure out a way beyond that particular problem. Grrrr....
So what's new in life? Apparently not enough from bringing you back here! Hehehe... just kidding.
Incidentally, I don't suppose you have panic attack problems? I'm just guessing from your response to the "fantasy" category of the questionaire, but I certainly do. I need to figure out a way beyond that particular problem. Grrrr....
They are really nice there and may be able to help you with the pieces you want to make.