Ok time for another reality check.... pinches self to see if I am actaully alive... ouch!! ok soo I am... Dont know why I am updating this soo soon maybe its because I can't get a lick of sleep and durgs (what the doctor says I should take) aint helping me any ughs...
Don't you hate it when you come online to get away from some of the bull shit you have to deal with on an everyday occurs just to get High School Drama thrown in your face...
I swear the next chat room or 2d chat enviroment I step into and I have to deal with a bunch of whinning 30+ adults... I am going to snap I swear... Yes I may only be 22 but for chirst sakes some of these chats that have people in them claiming to be my mothers age seriously need to have a reality check on their own lives... and to think I thought High School was bad enough.
People if you are going to bitch and complain on the net do it like an adult and not like a whinning little kid
Ok lets calm down here.... counts to 10... 9... 8... 7... 6... 5... 4... 3... 2... 1... ok I feel alittle better I just needed to get that off my chest. The main reason why I have been away is because I have been dealing with my family who lives in Finland and my little cousin who is only 5yrs old but had to go into surgery last week.
Sean went in for surgery last week on his heart... when he was born he had a hole in his heart... the doctors said it should heal up so they never did any kind of surgery on him... now 5 years later he goes in for a update on his heart and the doctors say that the hole in his heart is leaking and he has to have emergancy heart surgery....
Ya wanna know what I think about that... I think that these doctors have their heads soo far up their asses that they should have fixed this problem when he was a baby and not 5 freaken years later...
They had to break his ribs to get to his heart and close up the hole... only 3 things in all of this that make me even remotely happy is that one... the doctors actually admited to their mistake in not repairing his heart when he was a baby and having the state of Cali pay for the hospital bill and oooo the icying on the cake is the fact that he has the best doctor working on him... I dont know how to spell his name so I will buchter it the best I can Dr (something errr forgets first name) Bailey.....
Aparently that doctor is the first doctor to ever preform a human heart to heart transpnat and a moneky to human heart transpant as well... so at least I can say the boy was in good hands....
Sean returned home from the hospital last week and has been recovering well... He is still the same inoying brat he was since before the surgery... I asked him how he was the other day and he said he was fine yet you could tell he was just saying that soo nobody would worry about him... about the only problems he has now is when he lays down... its hard for him to get up since they had to break his ribs and they have to heal on their own... so when he wants to get up he needs alittle help but in time he will be back to his old self....
WoW I just noticed I have been going on and on in this journal... now that is a first for myself... I hope you all enjoy because this may be one of few times I actually post as much has I have on here....
For those of you who have noticed a little change in my suicide girl faves... that has to do with me falling in love with some of Apnea's pictures she is such an awesome SG... hope to be able to see more of her and my other top 5 girls... and damnit Mary... I love you and all but why no entries.... loves all your shots just wish I could see more of ya.
Ok I am off for now... hope to be able to post more soon... see ya amd take care
Don't you hate it when you come online to get away from some of the bull shit you have to deal with on an everyday occurs just to get High School Drama thrown in your face...
I swear the next chat room or 2d chat enviroment I step into and I have to deal with a bunch of whinning 30+ adults... I am going to snap I swear... Yes I may only be 22 but for chirst sakes some of these chats that have people in them claiming to be my mothers age seriously need to have a reality check on their own lives... and to think I thought High School was bad enough.
People if you are going to bitch and complain on the net do it like an adult and not like a whinning little kid
Ok lets calm down here.... counts to 10... 9... 8... 7... 6... 5... 4... 3... 2... 1... ok I feel alittle better I just needed to get that off my chest. The main reason why I have been away is because I have been dealing with my family who lives in Finland and my little cousin who is only 5yrs old but had to go into surgery last week.
Sean went in for surgery last week on his heart... when he was born he had a hole in his heart... the doctors said it should heal up so they never did any kind of surgery on him... now 5 years later he goes in for a update on his heart and the doctors say that the hole in his heart is leaking and he has to have emergancy heart surgery....
Ya wanna know what I think about that... I think that these doctors have their heads soo far up their asses that they should have fixed this problem when he was a baby and not 5 freaken years later...
They had to break his ribs to get to his heart and close up the hole... only 3 things in all of this that make me even remotely happy is that one... the doctors actually admited to their mistake in not repairing his heart when he was a baby and having the state of Cali pay for the hospital bill and oooo the icying on the cake is the fact that he has the best doctor working on him... I dont know how to spell his name so I will buchter it the best I can Dr (something errr forgets first name) Bailey.....
Aparently that doctor is the first doctor to ever preform a human heart to heart transpnat and a moneky to human heart transpant as well... so at least I can say the boy was in good hands....
Sean returned home from the hospital last week and has been recovering well... He is still the same inoying brat he was since before the surgery... I asked him how he was the other day and he said he was fine yet you could tell he was just saying that soo nobody would worry about him... about the only problems he has now is when he lays down... its hard for him to get up since they had to break his ribs and they have to heal on their own... so when he wants to get up he needs alittle help but in time he will be back to his old self....
WoW I just noticed I have been going on and on in this journal... now that is a first for myself... I hope you all enjoy because this may be one of few times I actually post as much has I have on here....
For those of you who have noticed a little change in my suicide girl faves... that has to do with me falling in love with some of Apnea's pictures she is such an awesome SG... hope to be able to see more of her and my other top 5 girls... and damnit Mary... I love you and all but why no entries.... loves all your shots just wish I could see more of ya.
Ok I am off for now... hope to be able to post more soon... see ya amd take care
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sbpunkrock:
Yeah totally sucks about your cousin thats rad that hes doing well though, thats cool of you to be there for him, as far as docrots are concerned i agree with you, i dont trust those fuckers, shady they are. Just because they went to school for too long they think they know everything. High school drama sucks and to be honest it never ends just kinda seems to follow where ever ya go, anywho, nice to hear from ya again, hope all goes well, tootles
bepps:
I sure wish everyone could look at things the way you do. You totally rock. 