Holiday Stress sucks....
While I like the parties and extra days off, I hate the stress. I am trying to keep it together while keeping my bills paid and shopping for gifts. I am afraid that I don't have the best judgment when it comes to this task.
I hope that I can make it through this season without doing too much damage (to my credit, health, marriage, job, etc). It sucks to start off the new year with a bunch of guilt and shame.
Tonight is my job's holiday party. I reserved a room at a nearby hotel so me and my hunny can have a little alone time. I hope that it works out well. I have been kind of an ass lately.
Anyway, here's to me not drinking and being nice to my husband.
hope everyone has a swell saturday niht, wherever you are and whatever you're doing.
jb.
While I like the parties and extra days off, I hate the stress. I am trying to keep it together while keeping my bills paid and shopping for gifts. I am afraid that I don't have the best judgment when it comes to this task.
I hope that I can make it through this season without doing too much damage (to my credit, health, marriage, job, etc). It sucks to start off the new year with a bunch of guilt and shame.
Tonight is my job's holiday party. I reserved a room at a nearby hotel so me and my hunny can have a little alone time. I hope that it works out well. I have been kind of an ass lately.
Anyway, here's to me not drinking and being nice to my husband.
hope everyone has a swell saturday niht, wherever you are and whatever you're doing.
jb.
xo
at my first sober hooliday party i was the office slave so i was in charge of buying champagne and pouring glasses for the 10 or so of us that were in the office
John said "have some"
me "no thanks"
john "go on, just have one"
me "no thanks"
john "c'mon its chirstmas"
me "no thanks"
john "what, are you in AA or something?"
me "fuck you" ( i dont handle stress well)
he laughed and we're friends, but it was out of a bad movie and i had butterflies there for a while
a couple years later my boss was going through a mid-life crisis and decided it would be cool to have cocaine at the xmas party. he knew i was sober at that point so it wasnt my job to get it but ugh