juno106

OK, been holding back on this blog. I have some health issues this are up in the air and with no trans or bus's I can't do much. I do know it is bad and anyone that knows me pretty close could prob assume the area of my body failing. I had to go get health insurance and telling my parents was devastating. keep in mind it is still up in the air.


As far as the storm goes that was dumb. but ice is coming next so now I need to get warm clothes which I dont have after living in a desert. so yay spending money on health and clothes.


I have a bed now I am in Brooklyn which is fantastic. things looking up artistically. I love my place and my roommates are all really nice and seem focused on what they are doing.


So much going for me despite the health. one thing that is on going and has been years going on and their is no reason for me to hide or deny it or I will never move on. I am still in love with someone that Ill never be able to back to agin. I can wait forever to see if she wants to come back but realistically I should move on. It has haunted all my relationships since. I let go of love and relationships but one person I never have been able too. So I am really trying to focus on me for now to grow as a person. My parents told me to never love again I thought that was a little harsh but maybe they are right, maybe I can just be alone; I like alone sometimes.





also this new turducken thing is so hot........do you know the dance? or the meat?