I didnt want to make this post yet but my next post is for someone else and I hope I get it up here tonight....
my depression is at it's high time... a few ppl said some things right at the time I was going into it and it kicked into high gear. honestly I think emotional pan is good not like Ill go to to a home or hurt myself... but the feeling of my blood not flowing in my face pushes me to help myself a bit.
I am sorry to anyone I hurt in the past... that has been on my mind. Some of you I have made amends with some of you don't care to deal with.
I do not think anyone understands me much and that's fine.... we are all creatures with no real relevance to each other then lust and love. I escaped both I think and I almost enjoy the darkness I feel alone here in Brooklyn.
ps... sorry for emo blog but my blog is what I use to let things out....
my depression is at it's high time... a few ppl said some things right at the time I was going into it and it kicked into high gear. honestly I think emotional pan is good not like Ill go to to a home or hurt myself... but the feeling of my blood not flowing in my face pushes me to help myself a bit.
I am sorry to anyone I hurt in the past... that has been on my mind. Some of you I have made amends with some of you don't care to deal with.
I do not think anyone understands me much and that's fine.... we are all creatures with no real relevance to each other then lust and love. I escaped both I think and I almost enjoy the darkness I feel alone here in Brooklyn.
ps... sorry for emo blog but my blog is what I use to let things out....
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"I have lived my life believing two things - that pain should not be sought, but, by the same token, it should never be avoided, because there is a lesson in facing adversity. Having gone through that experience, I can attest, in a non-masochistic way, that pain is a great teacher. I don't relish it, but I learn from it."
- Guillermo del Toro
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