If the lyrics to Jeff Buckley's "Last Goodbye" were any fucking indication of how my last relationship was going to end up, I should've just ended it all earlier with her. Ugghh.
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This is our last goodbye
I hate to feel the love between us die
But it's over
Just hear this and then i'll go
You gave me more to live for
More than you'll ever know
This is our last embrace
Must I dream and always see your face
Why can't we overcome this wall
Well, maybe it's just because i didn't know you at all
Kiss me, please kiss me
But kiss me out of desire, babe, and not consolation
You know it makes me so angry 'cause i know that in time
I'll only make you cry, this is our last goodbye
Did you say 'no, this can't happen to me,'
And did you rush to the phone to call
Was there a voice unkind in the back of your mind
Saying maybe you didn't know him at all
You didn't know him at all, oh, you didn't know
Well, the bells out in the church tower chime
Burning clues into this heart of mine
Thinking so hard on her soft eyes and the memories
Offer signs that it's over... it's over
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Sheesh . . . not even a real explanation, everything just stopped. Who really needs one these days any way? It was doomed to failure from the beginning. Purely sexual, I suppose. I could do without her drama anyway--just as she could do without mine.
Nothing of note really. Got me a tribal sun on my inner right forearm.
I'm loving it . . . my five-year old son and my 33 year old friend both said it reminded them of the Star Wars Stormtrooper logo. How fucking weird is that?
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This is our last goodbye
I hate to feel the love between us die
But it's over
Just hear this and then i'll go
You gave me more to live for
More than you'll ever know
This is our last embrace
Must I dream and always see your face
Why can't we overcome this wall
Well, maybe it's just because i didn't know you at all
Kiss me, please kiss me
But kiss me out of desire, babe, and not consolation
You know it makes me so angry 'cause i know that in time
I'll only make you cry, this is our last goodbye
Did you say 'no, this can't happen to me,'
And did you rush to the phone to call
Was there a voice unkind in the back of your mind
Saying maybe you didn't know him at all
You didn't know him at all, oh, you didn't know
Well, the bells out in the church tower chime
Burning clues into this heart of mine
Thinking so hard on her soft eyes and the memories
Offer signs that it's over... it's over
**************************************************
Sheesh . . . not even a real explanation, everything just stopped. Who really needs one these days any way? It was doomed to failure from the beginning. Purely sexual, I suppose. I could do without her drama anyway--just as she could do without mine.
Nothing of note really. Got me a tribal sun on my inner right forearm.
I'm loving it . . . my five-year old son and my 33 year old friend both said it reminded them of the Star Wars Stormtrooper logo. How fucking weird is that?