julies1103

I just want to warn you now that I'm about to take advantage of this space for bitching so avert your eyes if you must.


I freakin hate Christmas this year! Yeah that's right I said it. If that makes me a horrible person ok whatever. It just hasn't really felt like a holiday or anyhting special since I was 12 and my grandpa died and for some reason it's the worst it's ever been this year. I'm so sick of listening to stupid poppy Christmas music on the radio everyday for almost 7 hours at school. I'm sick of cold weather and stupid snow. Another reason I hate Christmas this year is it brings out more people than ever into public to shop and large groups of people usually equal large quantities of dumb. I hate stupid people. I hate when the dumb girl in my class asks the same stupid things over and over. I hate wrapping a perm. I hate my job. I hate my boss. I hate getting up in the morning. I hate being depressed and anxious. I hate dating. I hate being single. I hate that I have to have a biopsy next Tuesday. I hate tacky looking Christmas lights and those stupid blow up things that people put in their yards. I seriously need a drink, some pot , sex or a cigarette or something! Gahhhhhhhh! I seriously just want to go outside and scream at the top of my lungs. I can't wait until this year is over.