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julies1103

Cuyahoga Falls

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Sunday Nov 12, 2006

Nov 12, 2006
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Could I be the one thing
missing from your life
and from your everyday?
I need you to be beside me,
why don't you call me and we'll see?
I see you having coffee
you are almost beside me,
laughing with your friends.
I tell lorraine to look at you,
I tell her I need to tell you

I don't know you
but I want to
I just can't leave here
without telling you --
just how lonely I've been lately.
you are just as lonely, maybe?
we should go out for some coffee.

I wonder how I can
give you my phone number,
and not be so afraid?
I ask lorraine to give it to you
when I go to the washroom.
I return to the table
I look, but I'm unable
to find you anywhere.
I ask lorraine to look for you,
I tell her i need to tell you

I don't know you
but I want to
I just can't leave here
without telling you --
just how lonely I've been lately.
you are just as lonely, maybe?
we should go out for some coffee

On the way out the door
lorraine lets me know that she went up to you
and gave you my number and said
'call him or else he'll be sad.'

and I waited, for two weeks and
I realized that you'd never call me
how could I have been so stupid
I should have gone up to you and
told you myself how you make me feel.



You can only take so much before you break. I think I'm past that point. I think I'm destined to be alone. At least I can't hurt myself as much as everyone else has. "That which doesn't kill you makes you stronger". I may not be dead but my heart may as well be. It's made of glass and no one seems to see the "caution handle with care, breakable" sign. I am who I am and nothing more or nothing less. If you can't deal with this too bad, you have no idea what you're missing. If you don't understand me or don't want to you're missing something amazing and someone else will be there to take your place in line. Knowing someone takes time. If you can't wait that long then you're not worth it. Just remember there's beauty in everything and everyone, not just outside but inside as well and to me inner beauty is the most gorgeous anyone can ever find.
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jay_blank:
I second every thing you typed. I'm sorry you're going through this. You're such a sweet person. These people don't deserve you.

Nov 12, 2006
onesandzeros:
Haha I had to stand in line for 6 hours to be so lucky, but it's been worth every minute of it, I love that damned little thing. We played it so much Sunday my arms were sore lol.
Nov 21, 2006

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