juliana

Fact # 6843

I am a complete bachelor when I'm home alone for a few days. Totally ashamed of it. But it's a compulsion by now and it half feels good and half feels like I'm wasting my life. Although it mostly feels like I'm wasting my life.

I leave anything that falls on the floor, stay on the floor. I leave dishes on the counter. I leave unfinished food on plates and I let the dregs of the wine stain the glass overnight instead of rinsing it out right away. I eat cereal for dinner instead of making good on the fresh food in the fridge (bought by someone else to make sure I ate right).

I don't shower and I don't get enough sleep. Instead I surf the internet for stupid shit, in my underwear, and think endless useless thoughts about my life and what I should be doing instead of this.

I am an asshole.


Tomorrow I will be productive.


Or I can get a straight job,
I've done it before.
I never minded working hard,
It's who I'm working for