a song I wrote...in the works actually.
Here is a collection of recent photos. Random adventure and self portraiture.
I visited Olympia again, made the looong drive alone. I'm starting to crave travel and I would love to live in Oly, and attend Evergreen.
During my trip I had to go to the hospital.
I thought I was dying, I had a major kidney infection. Then they gave me more painkillers, So right now I look sick because of major organ problems and prescription pain killer abuse.
But thats life.
I also had to help my friend move into his new place, while I was trying to heal. But while I was staying with him I made all kinds of wonderful vegan foods. It's awesome to have another veggie to share foods with and talk about how gross bacon is and pretty much most of what America eats. Having someone to smoke with and just cuddle is nice too, I felt very lonely and cold for a long time. But I know this kind of thing usually doesn't last for me. So I'm just soaking up whatever short friendship and love I can have.
I am realizing more and more how alone I really am. Everyone has a group. I really dont even have one close friend in the city I live in. I feel so stupid spilling my guts to strangers, but I am a lone wolf and an open book. I cannot help it anymore.
So life becomes unreal, and shit gets real. I open my eyes to see that reality is just our dream and we will never see everything, but the more I imagine the better I feel.
