I am in serious need of therapy. I have so much bottled up emotion. I hate letting it all out to one person. My partner is getting stressed out. I wish I could just be a happier person naturally. But real mental health issues stand in the way.
I don't have any real life close friends I can talk to. It's very lonely to think... Read More
I've found that therapists, like most people have been difficult to connect to. When I read this blog it's like looking back into a tunnel of time, I feel like this is similar to the way I've felt in the past. I've had problems with bottling up emotions and taking them out on the wrong people, mostly my love at the time. It strains the relationship when it's one of the only things I wanted to keep. You can find a way to work through your emotions, we all have the capability, it's not easy. I personally have found that hallucinogenic use along with a spiritual belief (beyond organized religion) with yoga and positive people in my life....have been the right ingredients to make myself more even keeled emotionally.if you want someone to talk to there are lots of like minded people out in the world and some of these nice people are right here reading your blog and sending you mental positivity, grab it.
I really dislike unoriginal people. That's OK, I may have ideas worth stealing, but I'm still the one with millions of ideas. Just keep stealing them, I'll set you on fucking fire.
I have a lot of creative ideas, but they all seem to fizzle or not stand out? Maybe they are too unique or too odd. It's just disappointing.
I need to step up my fucking game somehow!
I have been inspired by the passing of one of my favorite singers. I will miss her glorious voice.
Sadly Amy Winehouse has joined the 27 club. More info Here
I like that.
I hope you are having a good day.