My parents GAVE AWAY MY PIANO!
I have never wanted to physically harm my mother until the night before when I found out. I'm writing about it now because I find that after two nights of sleeping on it I am still livid.
History: Our baby upright spinet has been in my family since before I was born. My mother, father, uncle, g-ma and step g-pa went on family feud and won three shows. With the prize money my parents bought the piano. I was the one who took lessons on it and played it. No one else in the family played it.
Present: When I moved in with pixxie and nonsense for a year I got the piano. My sister wasn't happy but my mothers rational was, "She plays it, you don't". But when I had to move out my sister took it into her house for me to keep until I got another nice apartment. Now my sister is moving into a smaller house (that her and her boy are buying) so she can't keep the piano for me anymore. Without warning me her and my parents decided to donate it to the clubhouse in my parents community. No not LOAN...... DONATE. So now a piece of family history that has meant A LOT to me is gone, rip out of me and smacked in my face. Why smacked in my face? Because I know where it is, I can go see it and sit down and play it.... but it isn't mine anymore. I can't take it back when I finally get my own place big enough for it.
I AM PISSED. I can chew nails. Punch a wall. Snap my dads neck. Pull out my moms hair and kick my sister in the stomache. Of course I am not a violent person so I could never REALLY do those things. But I am pissed enough to think very clearly about doing them.
I WANT MY FUCKING PIANO BACK GODDAMNIT!
-Jujupissed
I have never wanted to physically harm my mother until the night before when I found out. I'm writing about it now because I find that after two nights of sleeping on it I am still livid.
History: Our baby upright spinet has been in my family since before I was born. My mother, father, uncle, g-ma and step g-pa went on family feud and won three shows. With the prize money my parents bought the piano. I was the one who took lessons on it and played it. No one else in the family played it.
Present: When I moved in with pixxie and nonsense for a year I got the piano. My sister wasn't happy but my mothers rational was, "She plays it, you don't". But when I had to move out my sister took it into her house for me to keep until I got another nice apartment. Now my sister is moving into a smaller house (that her and her boy are buying) so she can't keep the piano for me anymore. Without warning me her and my parents decided to donate it to the clubhouse in my parents community. No not LOAN...... DONATE. So now a piece of family history that has meant A LOT to me is gone, rip out of me and smacked in my face. Why smacked in my face? Because I know where it is, I can go see it and sit down and play it.... but it isn't mine anymore. I can't take it back when I finally get my own place big enough for it.
I AM PISSED. I can chew nails. Punch a wall. Snap my dads neck. Pull out my moms hair and kick my sister in the stomache. Of course I am not a violent person so I could never REALLY do those things. But I am pissed enough to think very clearly about doing them.
I WANT MY FUCKING PIANO BACK GODDAMNIT!
-Jujupissed
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aries:
You and Eric should come out tonight to SM. Check my journal... 
bob_dobalina:
that sucks.. i've got a spinnet that i've been borrowing for the past few years. it mostly sits in my apartment and mocks me for not playing it in the last two or three months.