judypatricia

Once again, I've dug myself into a financial hole I probably won't be able to get out of anytime soon. I have a bad, bad habit of underestimating any time allotted for things like schoolwork and bill payments. I'm one of those people who should put my life down into a planner, and carry it around with me everywhere, noting and timing all things that need to be done. It's depressing having no money. But, like a fool, I insist on spending it whenever it graces my palms. Sometimes, however, I am very good with money, whether or not I hermit up or just keep the green in my wallet when I do go out.

With all the plans I know I've made for myself, and the ones other people have made for me that I find out about daily, I'm fearing I'll be spread too thin (one thing about being perverse, is that that sounded entirely sexual). I have to get a new job. I want to see Jay for his birthday, since I missed it two years in a row. I want to go up to Amherst, MA to see my friend Esther. I should see off my friend Luis, before he leaves for the Army. Two summer classes; one, Tuesday and Thursday nights, and the other, Saturday mornings. I want to go to the SG Burlesque show on the 19th. Going to Florida for a week, the 21st to the 28th. Coming home to school and a house full of people that will make me anxious, and the ever-present threat of familial drama.

I'm in the mood to clean, and throw out a lot of stuff.

PS: Thanks for the songs, to all who left suggestions.