Wednesday Feb 18, 2004

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I am starting to feel very lonely. I wish, for once, I could blame this on PMS. For the most part, I realize the position I am in doesn't really warrant any kind of relationship, nor the possibility of my being a girlfriend. I'm too all over the place and unsettled and overall not normal. I used to think I was easy to get along with and date, but I end up feeling that I ask for, or expect, too much. It's making me a little bitter. I still love the only person who ever really loved me, after I thought I was over him. And I shouldn't. But I miss being in love; I miss being liked. I'm a little annoyed with myself for having this pity-party, but I'll have plenty of time to ignore it tomorrow.
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runk:
Ha. I was feeling the exact same way the day you wrote that.

BTW, I changed my name (I used to be oldschoolOG).

I snapped out of it, hope you do too.
iamtony:
this may be a funny marriage/las vegas story. i was there around 3 years ago and i was a the stip club Olympic Gardens. my friend gave me some mushrooms that he picked up at buring man. it had been at least 5 years since i had taken any mushroom or acid. the shrooms were intense and i needed to leave so i decided to walk home. i was staying some where on the stip. and as i was walking home i was passing all of these chapels and i just thought it would be the funniest thing if i went in there and asked if i could marry my hand. i didnt do it because i was a puddle and couldnt talk but i was certainly amusing myself.

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