Thursday, May 6th, 2004
7:17 pm when reality settles it fucks you up...
I thought I was over this, by this I mean you. When reality settles in, it fucks you up. Seeing our place down to nothing, just walls and mirrors it hit me. You're not going to be around anymore, what am I going to do? who's gonna give me shit? who'll bother me because Im different?
I need to get away, I don't know if I can take it. The memories are not-so-distant. I can still here our dreams reverberating against the tacky-looking walls. When reality hits you, it fucks you up. It was a matter of time, I knew it all along, it was obvious yet, I never said to myself: you can take it, this is nothing.
Obviously it hit me hard, it hurts. Time has a funny way of making things work and affect you. When reality hits you, it fucks you up. Not even music's helps, it burns, at the risk of being lame I'll say music sounds better with you even if you didn't like it...
Current Mood: sad
Current Music:
depeche mode - blasphemous rumors
7:17 pm when reality settles it fucks you up...
I thought I was over this, by this I mean you. When reality settles in, it fucks you up. Seeing our place down to nothing, just walls and mirrors it hit me. You're not going to be around anymore, what am I going to do? who's gonna give me shit? who'll bother me because Im different?
I need to get away, I don't know if I can take it. The memories are not-so-distant. I can still here our dreams reverberating against the tacky-looking walls. When reality hits you, it fucks you up. It was a matter of time, I knew it all along, it was obvious yet, I never said to myself: you can take it, this is nothing.
Obviously it hit me hard, it hurts. Time has a funny way of making things work and affect you. When reality hits you, it fucks you up. Not even music's helps, it burns, at the risk of being lame I'll say music sounds better with you even if you didn't like it...
Current Mood: sad
Current Music:
depeche mode - blasphemous rumors
VIEW 10 of 10 COMMENTS
thefuckingdaddy:
I'm not djing tonight, Dave is at AKA, and perry/tommy are playing spy, tommorow I'm playing Spy, the 21st I'm playing Knock Knock as far as I know!
sebsis:
I'm thinking that my trip to Vegas this coming week is going to fucking rock. Wonder if there are any good clubs...