jspooky

My sister and I don't talk anymore. We had a big fight in front of a lot of our mutual friends. Now our friends have split off into two different "factions", each taking the side of one of us. Unfortunately, hers is bigger than mine.

Now my sister and I have fought before and it has always, ALWAYS been me that broke the ice and made up. But this time I'm holding firm (just like a 3 year-old). My sister is confused. We haven't made up and she can't comprehend why. Well I'll tell you why, bitch, I refuse to be the bigger individual this time. It's your turn.

All she does is talk shit.

About once a year her and I have a falling out. My sister and I are on good terms when she wants us to be. We're doing fine and then she blows up and takes a shit on our relationship. This time I'm not fixing things. She'll have to man up and talk to ME this time.

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Wow, it's like she's my fucking girlfriend. I think the two of us have never had a healthy sibling relationship. Realizing this, I think this knowledge is another motive for me not wanting to repatch things up with my sister.


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On to lighter things... I made some major breakthroughs tonight on the clarinet. I was VERY stressed about some upcoming finals. Now I think everything may go ok now. Whew.

My psychology and philosophy classes seem to be going well too.

Throw in the fact that my best friend is coming back into town next week... I think I'll be a happy camper over winter break.

Oh yeah, and I turn 21 on under a month.

All of this overshadows my problems with my sister.

Hmm, I feel good. Time for bed. Take care, folks.

mlf