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Time for a new handle.

I'm going with my initials.

Hope this doesn't cause confusion. It shouldn't, you guys are a smart bunch.

School is still chugging on. I need this semester to be over already. It's been a stressful one for sure.

Take care.

mlf
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prendick:
I'm curious. I want the complete history between you and your mom. How did things get so shitty?

That's a long story...a very long story. One that started when I was very young, sins of the father and all that.
Some people have skeletons in the closet. We have monsters. Then it became a story about not being able to let go. Then about a family who is just incapable of getting well.

...okay, now it's time for bed...
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Well, I'm getting ready for the final push as the semester is wrapping up. Finals are a killer. I really with I didn't have a job. My job gets in the way. Every time I get a chunk of time to study I remember that I have to work.

And it's not like it's a bad job. All I have to do is sit there...
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brite_red_scream:
that kicks ass...you play clarinet...i play the sax-a-maphone....i would love to take classes at school again....i used to adore it....such a damn band queer i know i know!
hellomrworld:
also my last grandparent .. have no more
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My sister and I don't talk anymore. We had a big fight in front of a lot of our mutual friends. Now our friends have split off into two different "factions", each taking the side of one of us. Unfortunately, hers is bigger than mine.

Now my sister and I have fought before and it has always, ALWAYS been me that broke the ice and...
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newtex:
Yes....these ppl from the past were close...this is like re-opening the wounds....well see..as far as the Air Force..it has lost its glamor...nows its just a job...a six year commitment type of a job. Weeeee!!!.....yup robot robot robot
_pauly_:
i'm not sure if there is a SG tech support here. i always see other peoples pics if they post them, i don't know.

as for "american idiot", one of my favourite albums of the year. i'm putting together lists of the 10 best albums/songs/films of the year. i'm a dork EL SUICIDO LOCO but i don't give a flurking shnit smile
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Raise your hand if you've ever had a one-night stand...

(FYI - my hand stays down.)

My roommate, on the other hand, just had his first last night.

He says he's proud of himself. However, he was drunk at the time. This chick was kind of gross. I guess she didn't seem that gross to him though.

He gave her his phone number, but while...
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shayne:
yup. definitely had a one nighter... but with a friend... so it isn't like i didn't KNOW them.

Major wise... i'm doing a specialist degree in English and Drama, and a minor in Sexual Diversity Studies.
brite_red_scream:
yup...yup...i'm STILL at the OG...i'm all old school....a damn veteran of that place. Can't say i've ever had a one night stand....but i know i'd wake up feeling dirty if i ever did.
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I just read The Stand and Firestarter by Stephan King. Wow. They were both so good.

I'm on a King binge. I think I'll read The Green Mile next. Too bad I saw the movie because when I read the book I'm only gonna be able to see Tom Hanks and Michael Clark Duncan, you know? I won't be able to imagine what the characters...
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shayne:
and thank you blush
stirfry:
sarah noel danger

biggrin ARRR!!!
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Yo.

I went to my parents house for Thanksgiving. My sister showed up with her boyfriend. They've been together for a month and a haf (give or take) and they're already making 'plans'... I guess they want to move to the west coast or something. She wants to go to school out there and he'll get a job and support her. I guess they want...
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prendick:
twas a stradivarius

not sure if I'd call it art though?!

can you destroy one piece of art to create another?

was it sartre that said hell is other people
I think hell is family....and you?
hellomrworld:
a month and a half seems early for thanksgiving ... who knows what will happen with that
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Whew.

Happy Thanksgiving to all of you.

What am I thankful for? Let me think...

MLF

PS - my feet are cold.
_pauly_:
happy thanksgiving dude.
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Am I dead? Naah, still here. Just busy.

The clarinet is going better. I think I still may be able to make a career out of this whole thing. My clarinet professor told me something just today that I think will stick with me: the clarinet is your ticket out of here. We have this joke in New Mexico, that if you were born here,...
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thejosh:
Wasn't planning on playing it. I might rent it over Xmas break. I will be playing High Heat 2004 (awesome baseball game) and Bloodrayne 2. I love the bloodrayne games. I have already beaten it, but once I beat it the game unlock about a dozen super hot outfits for bloodrayne to wear. So I plan on beating it with a couple of the really hot outfits.

And yes the SG names are getting weird.
jspooky:
Look, I would never openly diss a SuicideGirl who didn't deserve it a hundred times over...

OK, that said...

BarbiQ? Good God. Is she hot? Well, yeah. But it seems that the whole area of her brain that may have played a part in picking her SG name is, uh, mush.

MLF
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Man, I should really update more often. My bad.

Ok the drug withdrawl is over. Whew. That wasn't so bad. Thank god.

I'm thinking of dropping all my classes at UNM and playing clarinet all day. I mean, clarinet it what I want to do for a living, not psychology and philosopy, the crap classes I'm wasting my time in this semester. I should just...
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vanessa:
umm...I'd say MaryJane and Shayne!!!

Haha oh man, that sex ting you linked is fucking hilarious!!
And no, that's not me ho sold you th shoes at oshmans. I despise sport stores so....it was probably my good sports loving twin. I'm the evil metal chick twin.wink

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shayne:
yup.. i played clarinet in high school. and you are dead right... i love Snow's eyes. I get all shy about it and can't even begin to wonder what i'd do if i saw her in real life. SHe's got an incredible ass as well. shocked
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I'm more than just a little curious how you're going to go about making your amends to the dead.

Some one told me APC broke up. Is that true?


Well, the withdrawl is going better than I thought. I was imagining terrible muscle tremmors and stuff. I'm getting those a little bit, but overall... Not too bad. It'll be nice to not be drugged for...
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prendick:
I saw Dracula and now have to come up with illustrations from the production....so I guess it was okay...we'll see how the drawings turn out. skull
the_cheat:
I don't know if APC broke up. I think I'm going to find out though.
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hello_kitten:
Ugh. Good luck. I remember when I used to run out of Paxil. Oh god that was horrible. Well at least I hope it won't last too long. frown kiss
_pauly_:
HAPPY HALLOWEEN DUDE!!!!!! smile
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The best things comes to those who wait. The even better things comes to those who aren't even looking.

I made up that second part. It highlights my revelation.

Dad, stop reading.



Achem. My revelation:

I am going to stop looking for a girlfriend. I'm just going to be my friendly weird self and see what comes my way. You could say that I am...
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shayne:
oh yeah... and the impending set is... still waiting to be heard back about... it's different from the first set... but still pretty girly... not so coy.
newtex:
yes bud....just stop looking and they come to you.....strange but true