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Time is such a wasted luxury.

HWM




I am finally getting over my URI (Upper Respiratory Infection). It couldn't have come at a better time either (sarcasm), freezing rain, 45 knot winds, and to top it off I had to dig trenches for 3 days. I am positive I lost a lung somewhere in there. They paid me back for it and gave me a...
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azrael_abyss:
God I hate reading that. Hopefully you'll be home soon and the only thing that's going to wake you up is stank doggie farts and horrible snoring coming from the said doggies. I can't wait until you're away from that. Once you're back cuddled up with me everything will be fine. I love you! kiss
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"Heaven Is Falling"

As I walk beneath the valley,
I shall fear no evil.
For thanks to King George and his rainbow cabinet
today murder is legal.
God I know that it's wrong,
to kill my brother for what he hasn't done.
And as the planes blacken the sky,
it sounds like heaven is falling.
It sounds like heaven is falling,
you promised me a...
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I opened up my aching hands.
I went down like an avalanche.
I took with me the things I found.
I used them to help slow me down,
And start again.

Caution: the solid ground that you
Are on will slide from under you.

HWM revisited...

Feeling a little better. Tired...oh so tired. On a disturbing note, if you listen to the dialogue and music...
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aproximation:
I have a frage fur dich.
What is Deutschland like for an artist/musician do you think?
I am thinking of moving to Germany and trying to go to graduate school there...
I've heard that france is good for art/music but I already speak a little German.

I like your poem/lyrics by the way! Nice imagry and meter! biggrin
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I hate this place, but I love these chords.
"An empty fate just means an even score."
And the pain this morning...
It filled my head.
It's Jameson.
It means that I'm not dead.

HWM.


There is no joy in Mudville. Today my heart is a low gas mileage vehicle.
azrael_abyss:
i'm sorry honey. i hope tomorrow is better for you. you'll be home soon. I love you kiss love
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So look for truth. Quit seeking forgiveness.
You need to cut the noose, but you don't believe in scissors.
You support the troops by wearing yellow ribbons?
Just bring home my motherfucking brothers and sisters.

Because they don't call the shots, but they're in the line of fire.
I'd like to call the cops, but they break in the line of duty.
It's time to...
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tankboi:
you have fun with that, and i hope you practice what you preach. i expect you to report back here with all fingers/limbs in-tact.
rachel:
hahahaha... yeah, what says 'happy new year' better than boobs?! smile

i hope you and az have a happy one!! kiss
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Who's to blame for the strain on my vocal chords? Who can write a hateful threat but can't hold a sword? Slow down Ghandi your killin' em...


Having a cold, wet, Christmas. Got to sleep in this morning, only to be awoken by mortars being walked in (best alarm clock ever). They were so close they made my heart shake. Oddly enough I'm more pissed...
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mya22:
I hope you're doing alright over there.... Party it up a bit!

kiss
tankboi:
damn, i think the military should provide comic relief on the hour, MANDATORY!

...i guess i'll return the mop i got you for fishmas whatever


!GET SOME SLEEP!
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"There ain't no asylum here...King Solomon, he never lived round' here"...



Long days, longer nights. I am in a constant state of exhaustion these days. I now have the ability to sleep anywhere at anytime. It's almost like narcolepsy, as soon as I stop moving, I fall out. I am so tired I am starting to see things. I constantly see things that aren't there,...
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azrael_abyss:
I want you to come home soon. I miss you so much. I really need you here. I miss those kisses and everything that comes with them. Please come home soon. I love you.
tankboi:
damn, they need to give you guys a rest, sorry to hear about the 'suck' frown
i hope something looks up for you soon, and for what its worth...thanks smile
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So this, is continuous happiness. I always imagined it something more. With the right drapes, the right paint, the right frames, this could really work...


The above are lyrics from a song by Alexisonfire called "Happiness By The Kilowatt". It sums up my thoughts on Iraqi Freedom Dos quite accurately. It is cold and clear here today, it has dipped close to freezing the past...
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azrael_abyss:
that last comment i made is even funnier in context because i spelled "debauchery" incorrectly. bwahahahahahaha! god i'm a drunken slob sometimes. You need to hurry up and get the fuck home. I'm needin some puddin lovin' pronto!
azrael_abyss:
I'll take Anal bum cover for a million!!!!1
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We're all waiting for the end...What kind of finish will he send? These hands made of splinters, keep knocking back the whiskey sours...



My mood has evened out somewhat. Attacks are increasing tenfold, but they can't seem to hit the broadside of a barn. Hung out with some Delta's last night, pretty cool guys for people who don't officially exist. The replacement crew has shown...
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azrael_abyss:
i haven't been able to take it out of the wrap yet. Tim said it needed to sit on there over night. I'll have pictures by tonight.
azrael_abyss:
Oh i meant to tell you I went to see codeseven, but they had just gotten off stage by the time I got there at 9:30. *shakes fist* I did see Hopesfall, which weren't that great live. good band, just not that great live. Anyway, I love you and I'll talk to you tomorrow morning.
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So this...is continuous happiness.


I am in a positively foul mood today. I found out that one of my favorite authors is a complete fraud. I have been a fan of Bill Shields work for 6 years. He wrote some brutal prose and short stories that I identified with (mainly his work about alienation and problems adapting to regular life). His books have been with...
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