What to say...I haven't updated in awhile. I am in a very introspective mood lately. I am most of the way over whatever it was I had, I'm finally able to get my fat Canadian ass back to the gym. One of my coworkers children got the same respiratory infection I did and died. His name was Tobias and he was 5 months old. They still don't know exactly what it was (virus wise) that was going around. It gave me something to chew on for awhile. Had I been a child or elderly it might have killed me too. I feel like it should have been me who died and not him. Don't get me wrong...this isn't a cry for help or sympathy. It's just an observation. I have accomplished more in 27 years than most people have in their entire lives. We will never know what Toby could have accomplished. Rest in peace little man. I thank everyone who wished me well and I will write everyone back. I just don't feel much like talking lately...5000
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i don't mean to pester you or anything, but when i brokedown the other day it was like throwing up after getting far to drunk, only then was i able to see clearly. after a week of misery and frustration.
i got my priorities staight and sought help where needed.
we can't always take every thing that is thrust upon us. and just shrug it off.
hope ya feel better soon.