Sometimes I wonder if I was meant to be around people. My quirks always seem to get in the way of my social skills or lack thereof.
Yesterday, I got mad because I thought some people in one of the SG groups accused me of being "sexist" all because I proposed a "boy's night out" on the town. I never meant it to be sexist. If girls wanted to come along, I would have had no problem with it. I got mad at these people and let them know about it until somebody indicated to me that they were joking. I feel bad about the whole thing.
For years, I have been struggling with my uptightness and sensitivity. I have issues that go back to my childhood and it has affected me and the people who I have come across. I am better than I used to be though but I still struggle.
This is a great reason why I am an introvert. I wished I could be a better person but it is going to take more years for me to get to a better state of mind if ever.
Yesterday, I got mad because I thought some people in one of the SG groups accused me of being "sexist" all because I proposed a "boy's night out" on the town. I never meant it to be sexist. If girls wanted to come along, I would have had no problem with it. I got mad at these people and let them know about it until somebody indicated to me that they were joking. I feel bad about the whole thing.
For years, I have been struggling with my uptightness and sensitivity. I have issues that go back to my childhood and it has affected me and the people who I have come across. I am better than I used to be though but I still struggle.
This is a great reason why I am an introvert. I wished I could be a better person but it is going to take more years for me to get to a better state of mind if ever.
maitressedemence:
nothing wrong with being an introvert... just try to look at everything as a joke... even if you know they are serious for sure.. just say fuck it ha ha ha.... 
mistersatan:
Try not to take it to heart.
